Roll Call 127

I'm so tired. Haven't slept well this past week. My friend is in town and I'll probably get signed out so I can go ride my bike. I'm still pretty depressed. I have surgery on Monday and I'm stressed out about it. Especially since I can't even have water after midnight the night before. I'm wondering why he changed his mind about giving me anesthesia.

Okay I boiled my pipe on the grill. It’s better now. Hopefully my weed will taste better. Got my money. Just waiting until it’s late enough to call my guy.
My son is gone my husband is gone and my daughter is sleeping. Already bored.

Waiting for the bus to go home from the grocery store.

I'm going to the state museum tomorrow. It's a huge thing for me , like monumental. I've never really gone to Albany by myself and spend the day somewhere new by myself. I hope it goes well.

I get to go on vacation in September!!!

My mom is paying for 3 condos for her/my stepdad, my sister and her family, and then me and the bf’s condo!!! In San Antonio!!! We are going to sea world!!!

Its for my birthday and the bf and i’s 1 year anniversary.

You’re ready.
You’ll do great

Also going to church today, I didn't go the past two weeks for various reasons. Mostly anxiety so I'm glad I'll be going again

That sounds really fun 😀

Yay! Lucky you 🍀 that’s a great gift from your mom!

I know! Thisll be awesome!

2 night, 3 day stay in a condo at a resort. They are staying longer but me and the bf will have to come back early cuz he has to get back to work. But itll be fun!

Sea world 🦑🦈
And bonfires

Good afternoon/evening everyone. How are things going?

That’s great, Newtus! I hope you have fun at that vacation

I am sure you will do well, Blue_Bird!

I’m okay. Sleepy, but better than last night. Not much going on right now. Just trying to keep motivated I guess.

What’s everyone up to today?

Lordt

My mom is upset that my sisters husband isnt going. Idk why shes so upset. My sister is coming? So? Whats there to be upset about?

All I had was some chips from a bag of chips in the past 40 hours.

Not hungry for some reason

I'm used to my mom making sure that I eat

I'm gonna make eggs

For fcks sake.

My mom...ugh

Your vacation will be cool

My mom refused to take the family to sea world though because she thinks it's cruel.

Its fine

Honestly i shoulda just did a vacation with the bf myself. My moms making all kindsa big issues all of a sudden since my sisters husband cant go.

She even said herself its not what she wanted. She just wants to have shyt her way. Fck that.

Just gonna try to enjoy the vacation.

Hm....you know what i should do?

I should have the bf take off for my birthday anyway and we can stay at a local hotel. I wont tell my mom AND we still get to do the vacation a week or two later for our anniversary!

God im genius. I do HAVE to do SOMETHING without her. Might as well be that.

Plus we save money and get to stay at a cheap hotel or an expensive one for 1 night. Wont have to drive far.

We will see. We will see.

I still need the bf to take off for my birthday, regardless, because i really dont want to be alone for my birthday. That would make the 3rd or 4th birthday in a row im alone if dont tell him to.

I'm so bored and not relaxed.

I can't relax

I have to work in half an hour too

help

And yes i said im a genius.

Im not manic.

I just had to think some shyt through my head. Cuz my mom is making this upsetting.

a lady complained abt how I made her sandwich and said a bunch of Lies like that I put 2 pieces of romaine and no vegannaise which is a lie cuz I put BOTH UGH

My boss fired my friend and he took me to a place where he lives now. It's a tent in the woods where no one goes because it's an unknown location in a tourist area. He took me climbing down a razor sharp cliff. I could have died but need to be brave!

My boss asked me where he lives and I was like "Idk".

I am the best secret keeper