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Sorry i rant so much about my mom. It’s something everyday with her and she ropes me in and puts it on me. Hate that.

And in turn my day is ruined.

Not today!

Oh and shes piss drunk right now.
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 05:22 PM
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I just ate Tums chewy bites and ooooh god 🤤🤤🤤 why does it have to taste like candy????

I could eat the whole jar.
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 05:25 PM
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Nevermind. The aftertaste 🤢
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 05:37 PM
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Do yall remember when i said last year that i was gonna write a book?

Well i never did it.

Im thinking about jotting something in my notes and see where it goes.

This isn’t official cuz i need to see if i can even do it.
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 05:38 PM
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Waiting for my pizza. Yum.
Had an okay day. Didn’t really do anything but it was relaxing. I don’t get many relaxing days with this anxiety.
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 05:49 PM
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Do yall remember when i said last year that i was gonna write a book?

Well i never did it.

Im thinking about jotting something in my notes and see where it goes.

This isn’t official cuz i need to see if i can even do it.
If I’m remembering correctly there was some sort of issue with most people expecting like 200 pages and you having far less? Honestly If you write like you do on pc you shouldn’t have a problem....it’s very personable, maybe you could write it like a diary but with some back story?
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 05:54 PM
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If I’m remembering correctly there was some sort of issue with most people expecting like 200 pages and you having far less? Honestly If you write like you do on pc you shouldn’t have a problem....it’s very personable, maybe you could write it like a diary but with some back story?


I swear you were reading my mind Roll Call 127Roll Call 127Roll Call 127

Cuz i just told the bf i think i might actually make my journals entries from when i was really sick into a book. But then i thought, theres a book called When The Musics Over. The author was schiz and he wrote his characters as animals or something. Like he called his friend “the alien” and someone else something different.

Idk tho. Might just use my journal entries. But if they have someones name i could change it to something weird to keep them anonymous.

My mom=“Michael the archangel”
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:00 PM
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I swear you were reading my mind Roll Call 127Roll Call 127Roll Call 127

Cuz i just told the bf i think i might actually make my journals entries from when i was really sick into a book. But then i thought, theres a book called When The Musics Over. The author was schiz and he wrote his characters as animals or something. Like he called his friend “the alien” and someone else something different.

Idk tho. Might just use my journal entries. But if they have someones name i could change it to something weird to keep them anonymous.

My mom=“Michael the archangel”
You didn’t know I’m psychic? Haha jk. The one thing though is if people are close enough to you they might know anyway by recognizing the story....so you might want to edit for kindness too if you ever plan to tell them about your book.
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:02 PM
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You didn’t know I’m psychic? Haha jk. The one thing though is if people are close enough to you they might know anyway by recognizing the story....so you might want to edit for kindness too if you ever plan to tell them about your book.


If i sell it on amazon what are the chances they will find it?
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:04 PM
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I would use names like mom and write under a pen name.
I’d never tell anyone I wrote a book.
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If i sell it on amazon what are the chances they will find it?
Like zero unless you tell them.....
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:05 PM
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I would use names like mom and write under a pen name.
I’d never tell anyone I wrote a book.
That’s exactly what I was thinking......
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:06 PM
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So you dont think lucifer is better?

Roll Call 127Roll Call 127Roll Call 127
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:06 PM
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Ugh that sounds mean

Sorry
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So you dont think lucifer is better?

Roll Call 127Roll Call 127Roll Call 127


Haha.
I think it will make it more authentic.
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:08 PM
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Haha.
I think it will make it more authentic.


I swear i should.
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:09 PM
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You know what tho?

Considering it was when i was really sick i did have delusions about her

So that makes sense
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:13 PM
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You know what tho?

Considering it was when i was really sick i did have delusions about her

So that makes sense


I still think you should stick with mom. She’s a big part of your condition.
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:14 PM
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 06:15 PM
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I need to sleep on it before i start anything
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Old Jul 14, 2018, 07:00 PM
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I want the sex appeal of austin powers
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I hate Austin powers. My husband loves it so I pretend to. I’ve seen it like 10 times.
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