Roll Call 127

I’m making mine

was lying down.. almost asleep. remembered its Sunday and I had to be at work at 10:30. got ready super fast and zoomed over to work. realized I don't have to be in til 1. back in bed now

It’s final! I was so sad when France lost to Italy in 2006. And the Zidane incident oh man..

Watching the final. Go Croatia!

First score! 😂

I’m supporting Croatia in this one too. Just equalised!

Sorry dudes after 6 years of taking French I’ve gotta cheer for France...

I went to Croatia in 2006. Saw them play Brazil in the World Cup whilst there. Great atmosphere. So they get my vote.

I just woke up

Im exhausted

Omg! 4!! 😂🇫🇷

I took French from being a kid until almost end of high school I’m still not cheering for them lol.

Boooooo poor Croatia.

Had 2 cups of coffee

Dunno what to do today. My mom doesnt want to be bothered with me.

Work on the book

Yea i might do that.

Thing is i was really hoping to see someone today. My mom is out of the question. She gets pissed everytime i call her. And i dont think i can see my friend from group. Shes always with her boyfriend.

I have a Pdoc appointment sometime this week. There were days when I used to feel meeting a doctor was helping but lately I feel it doesn’t really do anything but to refill my meds.

I slept last night without taking Benadryl or the Seroquel. Just the Restoril benzo. Maybe the Geodon kicked in. That was the first night I didn't have to overdose on Benadryl.

I was told at my clinic that thats all they can do.

🤷🏽*♀️

I ended up not going to the museum today, I'll probably be going sometime next month. I ended up staying up in a complete manic frenzy till 6AM then fell asleep for 3 hours so I'm kind of a mess

Sucks right, the place that is supposed to help us is the one that gives up on us.

The only good thing about my manic frenzy is that I have a clean house!

All of a sudden i cant wait til Christmas!!!

6 more months.

Ive already picked out gifts for my dad and sister. Gonna get them next month.

I shop early. One thing for each person per month so i can maximize my savings since im on a fixed income. Instead of bunchs whole bunch of stuff in one or two months and going broke for the rest of the year.

I got new people on my Christmas list this time. Bf’s mom. Gonna get her poinsettias like last time and maybe a gift card.

I lost like 4 pounds.

I think its cuz we really dont have anything to eat here. I have no money for groceries. My mom gave me some money last week but i had to use it for a bill and my cats food. I didnt tell her that tho. She would be mad. I figured if i had ramen and my cat needed new food i could live off ramen. My dad is never really home so he eats at work. He doesnt really eat when he comes home from work. Hes gone like 10 hours everyday.

He made sausage this morning and i ate it. But thats all we have. Ive been eating ramen and hot links for a few weeks now. Minus the Italian food i had last week but he paid for that.

I only have like 40 bucks in my account.

I wonder if i should goto a food bank. But idk because my dad has money for food but the only days hes off hes busy and i need him to pay for my groceries and he wont go with me.

Yeah, I got my apartment super nice! lol

plus I wrote my reflection essay for my College Comp portfolio. Other than that I played games and probably paced back and forth for like 5 hours straight coming up with all sorts of ideas and projects and stuff