Roll Call 132

Whats your ethnicity if i may ask?

I’m making spinach artichoke dip stuffed chicken for dinner. Wonder how much fats in that...
I’m feeling a little testy today. Annoyed that my husbands been gone all day. I shouldn’t complain because right now he’s cutting his dads grass so my son can stay out for a while before the rain.

Not too bored right now.

Resting up from yesterday. I passed out last night, i was so tired. Yesterday was a mess.

Before lunch I was dreaming about aluminum foil and something. I had half a tiz last night. Went to sleep late. First dream I almost remembered here.

I'm so exhausted. Slept 3 hours. Knowing that someone is after me is burning me down the anxiety of it is killing me. Add in my normal stress and I feel like I am about to break...

Im so sorry. Id sleep too. I believe its just your illness. But we are listening to you and just want you to be safe regardless.

Thanks...yeah I slept 8 hours last night and the 3 hours was just a long nap. Okay...I still don't know, like it's really hard for me to tell, and I know they are.

Is there anything else you can tell us about why you think they are?

In case they're watching I don't want to say too much...but basically a mistake was made and a prohibited thing was sent via mail for my partner in my name. And I'm sure they're gonna be waiting for me. My wife said its very unlikely that a problem would happen but I still don't believe that.

I’m sorry you are still struggling FR.

I just realized I had no decent sneakers to wear and then my daughter reminded me of hers. I bought her sneakers at the beginning of last year for gym and she liked wearing her converse better so wore them 2 or3 times. They are still brand new and fit! My old running shoes have seen better days. Now I really have everything I need.

My parents are out of town so I spent the night at their house last night so I could be with the dogs. I'm going to take them down to my grandmas waterfront house later today so they can run and play on the beach. Probably going to have dinner down there as well. Grandma is a great cook. I hope you all are having good days!

My roommate's brother is over and those two together lol They don't know how to talk like youre in the same room. They both yell to each other as if they were from across the house. lol

And she ditched him and went to bed and he just sat here watching Netflix. In actuality they were both watching Netflix--I found this out because I also tried to get on Netflix and found out I couldn't because we can only have 2 screens on at a time. :/

Hey guys. I’m still obsessing about people’s dying but I’m coping. Other things are good though. Hopefully will be seeing my Pdoc tomorrow, if I can bring myself. Thinking about asking some anti-anxiety med but not sure that it’ll help as my anxiety is C-PTSD related. Also afraid that if I bring it up the doc will only up my Olanzapine. I finally get rid of over sleeping and over eating, up dose means I have to struggle with them again.

My aunt does this all the time and it bothers me a lot, I can’t stand loud noises it feels like they’re attacking me. I love her anyway though.

Same. Somehow the compass inside my body is broken. Heck I even often get lost in malls though I’ve visited them many times.

I took an almost 3 hour nap

I didnt mean to

Where is everyone

Watching TV. Not much else to say.

When I’m stable I’m boring and have nothing to say.

The bf said my bday gift wasnt cheap for him. Its also small. But its really cool he says.

I wonder what it is

At my parents house watching YouTube videos. About to put the dogs in the car and head out to my grandmas house.

Ive been coughing a lot lately.

I wonder if its from smokings cigs again. I need to stop while im at it.

So ive been taking naps a lot this past month. I never really do.

Yesterday wore me out and i slept good. But then today i took a 3 hr nap after roaming around the house all morning.

Idk. I think its more than diet and meds.

Im pretty sure i have B12 deficiency.

Yeah lack of B12 can fck with you make you sluggish and that. I’m B12 deficient and take supplements everyday. I’m not bad enough to have to take shots but some of my aunts are.

I think i need shots. But my mom ordered me some vitamins from amazon. A pretty good brand that contains Methyl and no cyanide. An all natural way of absorbing into your body.

I read you cant overdose either on b12 but an extremely high dose cAn give you diarrhea and stuff but it goes away.