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Old Aug 19, 2018, 06:51 PM
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The bf said my bday gift wasnt cheap for him. Its also small. But its really cool he says.

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Old Aug 19, 2018, 06:52 PM
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Omggg i didnt think about that!!!!!!!

Hehehhehe Roll Call 132 im so excited!!!!!
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 06:52 PM
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Yeah lack of B12 can fck with you make you sluggish and that. I’m B12 deficient and take supplements everyday. I’m not bad enough to have to take shots but some of my aunts are.
I didn’t know the lack of B12 can make you sluggish 🐌 I should get some.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 06:57 PM
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My aunt does this all the time and it bothers me a lot, I can’t stand loud noises it feels like they’re attacking me. I love her anyway though.
That's a good way to put it. I hate loud noises too.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:00 PM
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That's a good way to put it. I hate loud noises too.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:01 PM
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Ive been coughing a lot lately.

I wonder if its from smokings cigs again. I need to stop while im at it.
Yea, it's not good to smoke, which you know. Plus they cost a fortune.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:08 PM
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Omggg i didnt think about that!!!!!!!

Hehehhehe Roll Call 132 im so excited!!!!!
Haha, my friend gave me a digital album. Of Dion McGregor, talking in his sleep. I forget who recorded him but he was a sleep talker lol.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:11 PM
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Yea, it's not good to smoke, which you know. Plus they cost a fortune.


Yea. Its not good period, but ive been bumming them off the bf...
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:13 PM
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I stopped smoking cigs for 4 years. Cant believe i started again.

I have to look back at what has started me drinking snd smoking again.

Its just plain stress.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:17 PM
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I'm so sorry. My father did that too. But I've forgiven my parents for the life they gave me. It took awhile though.
Not to equate the effects of forgiveness with fear and horror. I didn't mean that how it came out.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:19 PM
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Almost time for med time in a little over 30 min
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:20 PM
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I stopped smoking cigs for 4 years. Cant believe i started again.

I have to look back at what has started me drinking snd smoking again.

Its just plain stress.
I had a cig a few nights ago. It wasn't strong and it tasted like poison. The problem was that they had not charged my vape and I was really pissed off. So I asked for a cigarette. :/
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 07:28 PM
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I didn’t know the lack of B12 can make you sluggish Roll Call 132 I should get some.


Also if you’re severely lacking in B12 it can literally make you seem psychotic.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 08:34 PM
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Tired... psychotic..

Need a vit b12 shot!

Nah.. My injection is tomorrow 6 days late and I'm doing good. Just waiting for my heart to slow down.. didn't take a Vyvanse today and slept instead..
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 08:37 PM
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I am severely lacking in both b12 and vitamin d. I’m basically little more than a slug.
Almost time for bed. Can’t wait. It has been an extremely long day. Not bad just long.
I’m going to be itching for 12 tomorrow so we can go. Watch me get up at freaking 4. I do have a couple errands to run before.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 08:40 PM
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Tired... psychotic..

Need a vit b12 shot!

Nah.. My injection is tomorrow 6 days late and I'm doing good. Just waiting for my heart to slow down.. didn't take a Vyvanse today and slept instead..
Why is your injection late?
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 08:43 PM
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Took my meds 45 min ago

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Old Aug 19, 2018, 08:52 PM
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Why is your injection late?
I forgot and the pharmacy didn't remind me

I ate hot peppers and then rubbed my eyes because I'm tired and now god wants to punish me with the BURN
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 08:55 PM
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I mean you can't hold me accountable to remember to take my injection when they have the audacity to inject me with needles because I'm not responsible to take pills!

Nah but I'll remember to take it next time. I'll write it down on my phone ..
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 09:01 PM
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I forgot and the pharmacy didn't remind me

I ate hot peppers and then rubbed my eyes because I'm tired and now god wants to punish me with the BURN
Oh, ok. I hope you can get it tomorrow.
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Old Aug 19, 2018, 09:05 PM
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I mean you can't hold me accountable to remember to take my injection when they have the audacity to inject me with needles because I'm not responsible to take pills!

Nah but I'll remember to take it next time. I'll write it down on my phone ..
That's a good idea. Write it into your calendar or some such. You do well when you're on it and it's bad for you to lose any days.
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Old Aug 20, 2018, 04:14 AM
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Good morning. I’m so excited guys! I’m also very nervous. It’s a lot of driving and I hate to drive. Especially through the city. Oh well. The fun will make up for it. Packed my Ativan.
Slept like ****. Not sure why it was nice and cool. Kept waking up.
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Old Aug 20, 2018, 08:22 AM
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The med increase makes such a difference. I can literally feel my mind slow down and I feel calm and quiet, peaceful. It's so nice compared to the frantic frenzy I was in on and off for awhile. I can sleep again too
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Old Aug 20, 2018, 08:24 AM
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The med increase makes such a difference. I can literally feel my mind slow down and I feel calm and quiet, peaceful. It's so nice compared to the frantic frenzy I was in on and off for awhile. I can sleep again too

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