Roll Call 132

Buspar 15 mg twice a day
Cogentin 1mg once ever 6 hours as needed
Haldol 15mg in the morning 20mg at night
Metformin 500mg twice daily
Paxil 40mg at night
Prazosin 1mg at bed time
Propranolol 10mg twice a day

my meds... in abc order... includes metformin which is the only one on that list I take that's not for mental health purposes.

It's wake up at 8am go to work at 10am-2pm, 4 hour break then work 6pm-10pm.

I used to be so full of energy and was able to work sometimes 16 hours in a row but I don't have the energy to even work 9-5 hour jobs anymore.

It's unfair..

I think my mg Buspar will need to be upped. It's 7.5mg 2x a day. I'll give it time. We will see once I actually go back.

This was the med that the ER doctor recommended for POTS

I want it..

I take it for ptsd.

I feel like I cheated on pdoc because my general doctor prescribed the Buspar lol

Well not Prazosin specifically but an adrenal alpha something blocker or something

Are you eating enough protein? How about caffeine, do you drink coffee? That's probably safer than pills.

I drank one coffee this morning. I eat good meals too.

omg I'm so tired :/

Prazosin 1mg at bed time
Propranolol 10mg twice a day

both of which are blood pressure medication. Propranolol I am on for anxiety and heart rate.

I was going to try to get propranolol again, but they said my blood pressure is already low and it may cause dizziness and fainting. I remember I actually took it 2 years ago or so for anxiety and that actually happened. I was cooking and suddenly the room started spinning bad and almost passed out. My heart rate is always high though.

So freaking much haldol. I don’t think I’d be able to get out of bed.
Do you think it’s helpful?

I've been so stressed lately that I do not have TIME for mah spirituality

it helps somewhat. It calms my voices down some but i always hear voices. it's a wonder how i'm not in my own little world right now.

Do you snack on sweets throughout the day? Or drink soda everyday?

No kidding. When I took 10 at first I was a wreck. Took a little while to get used to.

haldol doesn't make me sleepy like zyprexa use to. with zyprexa i could only handle 15mg and slept 16 hour days.

I did okay on Zyprexa after the first month. I built up to 25 mgs and was fine. Just the weight gain.

with zyprexa I had continued to sleep all day and every day. never got use to it. took a while to get back into a normal sleep schedule after getting off of it.

Yes all my life but not until recently. Although I was eating jelly starbursts today and had a coke.. :/

Good morning. Happy Thursday. Last day of vacation . It went by so fast. Even yesterday when we didn’t really do anything exciting.
I’m contemplating driving the hour and a half back to the other mountain so my son can do his biking. I don’t know. The park for today has zip lining, mountain climbing, suspended bridge climbs, aerial obstacle courses. Cool stuff. I’m torn. If I bring them back up another time it’s going to cost me another $500. I don’t think I can swing that before birthdays and Christmas and I won’t drive up here in the winter because of snow. Decisions decisions.
It’s 56 this morning. I’m wrapped up in a blanket. Wish the hot tub was open.

I was getting survivor benefit disability from my deceased dad too. they retroactively deemed me disabled at age 16 when I applied at age 23.

I've been in the ticket to work program for almost 2 years

I've been making way over social security limit to keep my disability checks which is $810/ month before taxes

so yeh they recently sent a letter wanting all my paystubs for thr past 2 years. I ignored it and didn't mail it back

I was notified at my current job that social security called them to verify my earnings. so I assume they called all my other jobs too

got another letter saying they have all my earnings information and haven't decided yet if they will take my disability payments away or not

Lexapro 10mg
Seroquel 50-100mg
Invega 12mg

I took prazosin for years for ptsd flashbacks and nightmares but to be honest I didn't notice any difference

that was me on Clozaril