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#651
Dec 31, 2018, 05:16 PM
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Saw my case manager a little while ago, told her about what's been going on. She's coming with me to my therapist and doctor appointment on the 15th, have no idea why
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
 Anonymous40796, Sometimes psychotic
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#652
Dec 31, 2018, 05:30 PM
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I'm so excited because I finally get to put up my beautiful aurora borealis 2019 calendar I bought several months ago!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, Findingreason, Loial, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#653
Dec 31, 2018, 06:08 PM
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| Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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#654
Dec 31, 2018, 08:58 PM
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Thanks for reading my blog post DT! Means a lot!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#655
Dec 31, 2018, 09:03 PM
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I have a lottttttt of bills. High bills too.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
| Anonymous40796, Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#656
Dec 31, 2018, 11:01 PM
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I have a lot of good plans.
How's everyone doing?
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#657
Dec 31, 2018, 11:10 PM
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Merry Navidad peeps. Don't forget to take down your Halloween decs.
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| Blue_Bird, ofthevalley
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#658
Jan 01, 2019, 12:01 AM
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Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#659
Jan 01, 2019, 12:09 AM
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Time to clean
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#661
Jan 01, 2019, 12:45 AM
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Got about 15 minutes until the New Year. I’ve been awake since 4am. Trying to see how many time zones I can celebrate before I pass out.
One year I managed 4am-6am next day for all time zones across the globe. |
| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#662
Jan 01, 2019, 12:57 AM
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Can barely keep my eyes open even though I slept all last night and took a 3 or 4 hour nap during the day. Guess I'm back into the sleeping all the time phase. It just keeps switching back and forth every several weeks or month.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Findingreason
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#663
Jan 01, 2019, 06:57 AM
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Happy New Year everyone!
 What's everyone's plans today? I'm going for a walk with my dad and then later on my sisters family is coming over for dinner.
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  "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson  |
| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#664
Jan 01, 2019, 06:59 AM
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Morning
Cant really sleep anymore Happy new year everyone!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
| Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#665
Jan 01, 2019, 07:01 AM
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Someone on my facebook got engaged and im like
 Will this be the year for me? Idk...
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
| Blue_Bird
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#666
Jan 01, 2019, 08:23 AM
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 Happy New Year!Hope everyone had a safe and enjoyable NYE. We just watched movies and ate. Probably taking down my tree and decorations today if I don’t get too lazy. I really need to wash my walls, shelves, and Knick knacks...the dust is unreal with forced hot air and a wood stove. But that’s so much work. No work today...just hanging out. I think my mil is coming over later but we’re not entertaining. I’ll be in my jammies lol.
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| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#667
Jan 01, 2019, 09:27 AM
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Good morning
 How is everyone? I'm going to hang out with my friend later in the day, looking forward to it. It's been awhile since we've hung out. Only slept 4 hours but at least I got some rest. I cleaned my kitchen. just need to organize my main room and vacuum.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#668
Jan 01, 2019, 09:34 AM
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Quote:
this is me: 
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, Findingreason, junkDNA, Loial, newtus, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#669
Jan 01, 2019, 09:37 AM
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I just dont know anymore and its depressing me.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
| Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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#670
Jan 01, 2019, 10:31 AM
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Ya know Newt. You should be enjoying what you have instead of stressing about the future. You’re still in a young relationship. You’re living together! Make the most of it.
Getting engaged really isn’t a big deal. It’s a ring...you already have the commitment.
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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| Loial
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#671
Jan 01, 2019, 10:38 AM
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Im crying Idk. Idk if i already have the commitment. I dont want him to become comfortable where hes at, where another guy can actually make a decision. I just dont wanna be like this. All my family members are married. Some are already on their third babies. Babies dont matter. But i come from many 1st cousins. Like 20 or 30 who are already married except me and one other cousin. Its really really depressing for me. I love what i have but i dont wanna just throw it all away if he decided to one day just walk out the door like there was never any obligation to me. Im religious slightly and marriage is a huge thing for me. He comes from family that is drug addicts and single parents. So he doesnt value marriage like i do i think. Plus he isn’t religious at all. My mom told me to give it six months and reevaluate if i am happy. But all this worry and crying about if theirs an actual commitment here has me unhappy.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#672
Jan 01, 2019, 10:47 AM
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I understand I just think you’re missing out on enjoying what you have right now. This is a great time in life...playing house, focusing on each other, not having to worry about losing benefits.
Not everyone is ready to be married after a year or two. I know I wasn’t. I was 100% committed but I wasn’t ready to be married. If my husband had given me a deadline it wouldn’t have worked. I would have bolted.
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#673
Jan 01, 2019, 10:51 AM
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Yes i know. I just dont want to play house forever with the wrong person. You know? Cuz i asked him if he wanted to be with me forever and he said “a very long time” but he didnt say forever. I told him just to say what he felt in his heart, not technically.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#674
Jan 01, 2019, 10:54 AM
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This is my reaction to seeing yet another person engaged overnight.
Im very depressed about this Its hard to enjoy this if im not sure if theres a commitment
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#675
Jan 01, 2019, 10:59 AM
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My contribution to our NYE meal lol
 
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Findingreason, junkDNA, Loial, newtus, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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