Roll Call 143

Morning

Bf and i been getting into it a lot lately.

Weep...I want this so bad. If only I had somewhere to wear it and the attributes to hold it up
FLORAL PRINT DRESS in White Multi | VENUS

Got 4 books at the bookstore for $1.08 since they were having a sale on romance novels during February. I'm not a big romance fan in general but there are some I will read. I got 2 Christmas books by Debbie MaComber (Love her stories, especially the holiday ones, they're always very sweet) and I got the first book to the Sookie Stackhouse series, I've read them all before but I'd figure I'd start collecting the books since I enjoyed them) and a book called "Shopaholic Takes Manhattan" by Sophie Kinsella, it looks like a fun story.

What's everyone doing? I just watched The Amazing Spider-Man

Listening to NiNe Inch Nails's Fragile. While reading a LitCharts guide to faust. It's almost as good as the book itself lol. Definitely more readable!

Hahaha...I got the WTForecast App. I check the weather like every hour for the giggle .

Sounds funny, I have carrot weather....it’s an evil weather AI

Bf and his brother are here watching movies

Life sucks. My wife sucks. In the night ducks bother me. I'm slightly nuts. I have knife cuts. My sight does not work anymore so I can't see..

Listening to music trying to relax. Very agitated/irritable

Same. I rarely get agitated/irritable anymore but I've been feeling like this since this morning..

Hope you feel better

We're getting snow tonight and tomorrow. Just 3 to 6 inches.

It happens. On the bright side, arguing with each other means you two still care about one another. ((hugs))

I remember when I was with a woman for 9 years, and during the end she thought I was... I don't know, weak willed maybe. I was glued to my computer screen, I guess I still am, but she just wanted to live a more flourishing form of life and I couldn't provide that for her, neither could she either though. Bills were paid but that wasn't enough for her, who can blame her. She hated this small town. I guess I sought refuge in computer games then. She wanted me to break free from my chains and do something with my life. Then we broke up, I did do something with my life. Then she took the low road with her even smaller sister. Oh well *dusts shoulder*

I thought the police was at my door. Super strange. I heard someone open my screen door and I heard a walkie talkie too. But no one knocked. I open the door thinking, what in the world is going out there, and I see amazon just delivered my work pants on a sunday, at 7pm, in a snow storm! Crazy!

Thanks. I hope you do too. I've just been feeling so horrible lately. I haven't felt this type of way before like no one can possibly help me.

I'm going to make an appointment with my therapist tomorrow.

sometimes I physically shake from anxiety around other people

I was at a boy's house Saturday night and was shaking when we were snuggled up on the couch watching a tv show

so I started digging my fingernail into my hand to channel the anxious energy

it worked but now I have a sore

Woke up an hour and a half ago but I'm tired now from my morning meds, trying not to fall back asleep

Morning! Having a decent morning. Played in the snow with my dog. I throw snow balls at him and he kicks snow at me . Now I’m cold and wrapped up in a blanket drinking coffee.
Will go do some work in a little while. I’m still waking up.
Can’t go anywhere today because of the snow so I won’t be doing much. My husband won’t be home for a few hours still. I’ll probably bake something. I usually do on snow days.

Just saw this... pretty cool!

ZSL London Zoo shares animal X-rays - BBC News

Fell back asleep, couldn't help it

Looking more closely I think I can see microchips in all but the gecko. Show up as bright white cylinders.

Still haven’t done any work. I have the lazies. I did log in and there is quite a bit more than I expected. Blah.
My son is outside plowing...my husband is going to be so happy. It’s nice having a “young man” around the house. He makes me crazy sometimes but he really is a good kid. I’m very lucky in that regard. My kids kick ***.
My kidney was hurting yesterday and I was worried about a uti. Ate and drank all things cranberry and doubled my water intake. Feeling okay today.

Junk, that anxiety sounds terrible. Do you always get anxiety? Could it be akathasia? Can you get a benzo or get on an snri or ssri? How long has this been going on?

My charger was delivered on Saturday but no one will tell me where it is. Meanwhile my batteries are dead. I'm so angry.

Have to keep loud music in my ears 24/7 because of my asshole roommate. It's a long story.

My mother felt sick and went to the hospital on Saturday I think. She should be out by now, but I haven't heard.