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Sexuality and gender confuses me deeply lol. I don't even know. I become convinced I'm one sexuality and then it changes due to my situational logic. I’m a Grey-Hetero-Aromantic Grey-Bi-Asexual androgynous gender fluid.. idek..

My best explanation is the spectrum of a bunch of different rainbow flags.

After some serious thought I'm changing my degree from an A.S to an A.A with a concentration in social sciences and English.

Good luck!

Good luck unsure!

That's great! Good luck, unsure!!

My Voopoo was finally fully charged and ready to use this morning. That was a big relief.

If I ever get an external charger, I'll ask them if I can charge the batteries in my room. They might let me if it's just the batteries in my room.

My mother is still in the hospital and she feels worse today. I'm going to try to call her this afternoon.

Eventually you realize you like who you like or not and it doesn’t really need definition.

Good luck unsure! I hope it goes well! Kit

Hi everybody! I'm supposed to see my PDOC tonight but I'm concerned because I didn't get a call to remind me so I'm worried that I'm not actually on the schedule or something. It was supposed to be next week and then it got moved to this week because he was going to be gone. I'm really anxious today so I had to take some anxiety medication. I have to deal with some difficult banking stuff at work today so I feel inadequate, etc. Usually my boss would deal with this but she is out on medical leave so it's up to me. Still pretty stressed about it. Not sure what's up with me today. Ever just not feel "right"? That is me today. Something just feels "off" Maybe it's just the anxiety. IDK. Hopefully I get back to feeling like "me". HUGS to all, Kit

So I've been talking with my academic adviser. All of my credits (like 30) would transfer over to an A.A with a concentration in Psychology, if I were to do the English concentration I would lose 6 credits. So I'm considering doing the psych concentration as I have a huge interest in psychology and there are various options for careers that interest me, such as art therapy and research type stuff. Psychiatric Social Work just isn't something I can see myself realistically doing, I'm a very introverted person and I also feel that it might be a little too triggering working that intensely counseling psych patients.

Blue_Bird, that's great that your units would transfer! That's awesome! Kit

I called my PDOC's office and I do have an appointment tonight. I don't know why I didn't get a phone call reminder but at least I'm on the schedule. This makes me feel a little more relaxed. HUGS Kit

hey guys

Been wondering about you @Erti.
Good to see you. Feeling any better?

Heya,

I’ve had a pretty good day. I slept in a bit after being up late for chat last night. Went to shops and then I’ve just been chilling on PS4 with my friend all day. (His contract just ended so he’s now unemployed too for the moment)

Just had dinner and now I’m going to settle in for the evening and watch The West Wing. Onto series 5 now.

Hope everyone is ok!

i was showing signs of tardive dyskinesia on the haldol so they changed my meds to geodon.

That sucks erti. I hope the geodon works out for you.

How does the geodon seem to be working so far? Kit

So tired. Woke up at 4 in the morning

Wowza, that's early. I'd be tired too. Hopefully you can rest later or get a short nap? Kit

Had quite a bit of work today. Was nice.
I dropped my son off to ride at 9:30 and dropped my daughter off with my aunt on the way. So it’s been quiet. Daughters on her way home now though. It’s like 30 and my sons still riding. He’s nuts.
Kinda want to do something but I don’t know what. My husband gave me some money for the week with the kids so I’ll have to figure something out.

Thanks I'm probably just going to stay up since it's already 4:30pm and then go to sleep tonight after I take my night meds

I am so anxious right now. I am waiting to hear back from my aunt. I asked her for some help with replacing the stuff for my wallet. I have most of the finances gathered but just a little more to go. I also am waiting to hear from the band leader to see if going in tomorrow at the usual time will be okay or not. I get this anticipation anxiety that something will go horrendously wrong with these kind of things. I hope things work out. I hope.

Sorry Findingreason...anxiety sucks. Hang in there. Kit

It's Sunny today. Yesterday was snowing. What a difference 24 hours can make! Kit