Roll Call 143

Haha..When I left today my husband said “don’t bring home anything we have to feed. We’re not getting any more god damn animals”
I just sent him that pup pic and his first response was “**** no” then he text back “oh she is cute. We’ll talk”.
Lmao...he tries to be tough.
She’s already under contract but it’s so funny to me that he can’t really resist either. The man who “hates ****ing dogs”.

My motivation is pretty much non existent. I have no drive to do anything, even basic things like eat. I'm forcing myself to though and hoping eventually it comes back. I'm normally a highly goal oriented person and very motivated/excited about life.

I went to the library earlier and got some drawing books and movies. Also a Vivaldi CD which I have playing now. I practiced Italian for a bit earlier. Have been reading quite a bit too. It's hard to do things, feels like pulling teeth but I'm working on it

Have you tried DuoLingo? The app.

Yeah, I've been using it for a long time, it's very helpful

Thats good. I just found it. So ive been practicing my spanish

That's cool! I bought a Spanish dictionary and a pocket sized one recently. Ultimately I want to know Italian, Spanish, and Japanese

Actually got a huge burst of energy. Probably from drinking a ton of black tea (I'm out of coffee at the moment) Re-organized my entire apartment. I still have cleaning to do tomorrow, vacuuming etc

Ugh. I'm having visual and auditory hallucinations today. The visual one was a dark shadow that came up behind me and scared the crap out of me. The auditory one was someone screaming. It was more just annoying. I can't tell my parents because they freak out. On the good side, I took my AP at night and I feel less tired. I don't know if it's a fluke or if it's for real. I'm gonna try it again tonight. Hugs Kit

My reality and perception is quite scary.

Drank with my dad had nice fun now I sleep

I feel like myself again. I was in a dark place today. I have been enlightened with alan watt's philosophy about knowing about the self. I wouldn't have clicked on it if it wasn't for DT saying what he said.

You're all sleeping.. You people are so cute.

what signs of TD did you have? I've been on invega (Max dose and also the injection) for like 7 years..

I was on Invega Sustenna max dose every 3 weeks for 5 years my doctor noticed I was having involuntary movements with my facial muscles like chewing motions and stuff

thanks... yea I was on 234mg of the injection every 3 weeks for 3 years I think. now I take 12mg since then. started invega in 2012

I have trembling hands and sometimes I shake but it's probably anxiety

getting ready for work

day 4 of an 8 day stretch ~__~

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lol

Woke up at 3 this morning. Going on 7 now, can't get back to sleep so I guess I'll stay up

My cat Kitten would do that if I left pizza boxes open. She's obsessed with being warm, I've found her laying on top of the warm pizza box several times. She's attracted to heat like a bug

Morning

I am up.

Having coffee

I got. up at 3 too

Morning! Didn’t sleep very well. Woke up like every hour.
Have to go grocery shopping today. I totally forgot to go yesterday. Of course today it’s raining and really windy. Going to be a gross trip.
I don’t think I have anything else going on.

Working on my wellness and budget planner

Hmmm...so I guess it’s more of a storm. 65 mph winds. That sucks. Means while hubby is at work tomorrow I’ll likely lose power.

Fell back asleep for a couple hours