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Old Mar 21, 2019, 02:27 PM
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That's crazy, sorry about that Is there any way you could get something earlier?
no but i do see a counselor on tuesday. not sure when i see the pdoc.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 02:27 PM
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Okay, told him he pisses me off, he’s going there now.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 02:28 PM
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Okay, told him he pisses me off, he’s going there now.
hahaha that's hilarious. sometimes you gotta push the issue.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 02:41 PM
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So my kitty Esther had her appointment yesterday. We were there two and a half hours. She was diagnosed with diabetes. Her sugar levels were in the 600's!!!! (They are supposed to be in the 100's) but thank you Lord that her kidney's weren't damaged. She is going on insulin (started shots last night) and a special diet of all wet food (which she isn't happy about because she likes her dry food). The insulin and the syringes were expensive. About $100. The special food is going to be expensive too, about $42 a case. Then she also has a bladder infection, so she's on antibiotics $50. That's fun, because I have to pry open her mouth and chuck the pill down her throat. But so far (two times now) she's taken it. She's a pretty chill cat and doesn't get too worked up normally. We need to get some pee strips so we can check her blood sugar, but they had to order them, and those are going to be $100. All I can say is thank goodness for tax refunds. The doctor said she might not have to be insulin dependent her whole life (she's 13). If we can get her numbers down to about 300 all the time then we would only have to give her insulin if it spikes above that. Two shots so far and I can already tell she is drinking less water (drinking lots of water is a sign of diabetes in cats and in humans) so I am hoping she will start feeling better. I don't care if she doesn't put on more weight because she's on the low end of healthy right now, (she used to be overweight), I just want her sugar levels controlled. It was an expensive visit, and we still need to get a case of food (they wanted us to try it before we bought a case in case she wouldn't eat it) and buy the pee sticks when they get them. But I'm glad her kidney's weren't damaged and they weren't in failure mode. Her white blood cell count is low but that is probably due to the infection. So we are working on getting her healthy and happy again. My poor baby. I feel so bad for her. Luckily the syringes have a really small needle and so most cats aren't bothered by it. She let out a small mew this morning but didn't fight me about it. I think it's going to be harder for her to just eat wet food all the time than it is to take the shots. When she was younger and could go hunting for birds and stuff she was super healthy. But my baby is getting older. Hopefully she won't be insulin dependent the rest of her life. HUGS Kit


Awww poor kitty! Glad you noticed the signs and brought her in.
FWIW if she won’t eat that food I’d try talking to the vet about a RAW diet.
I am admittedly a fan of RAW but I won’t bore you with that.
Look it up and if you feel comfortable talk to the vet.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 02:50 PM
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Well I survived and my nerve is intact. Roll Call 145
She said it was really wrapped up and around the nerve which is why it was bothering me. Then she said
I’d it just kept going...and would likely be one of the 20% that grow back. Of course that is my luck Roll Call 145
I didn’t get sick! They gave me propofol, some sort of block, and fentanyl. But I told them how sick I get so they gave me a Scop patch and ran anti nausea meds in my iv.
Woke up feeling great! Just in desperate need of coffee which the lovely nurse brewed for me.
So I’m good. Splinted for the next 2 weeks then just tightly wrapped for a few weeks.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 02:51 PM
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Awww poor kitty! Glad you noticed the signs and brought her in.
FWIW if she won’t eat that food I’d try talking to the vet about a RAW diet.
I am admittedly a fan of RAW but I won’t bore you with that.
Look it up and if you feel comfortable talk to the vet.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 03:13 PM
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Okay, told him he pisses me off, he’s going there now.
I’m sorry to hear that I hope he’s okay and yeah sometimes a push is necessary...
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 03:36 PM
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 04:30 PM
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 04:37 PM
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I want to go to sleep. 2 and a half hours and I can take my meds and go to bed
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 04:52 PM
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Saw my doctor. I was honest. Told him about my obsessive thoughts I was having. Was honest. I told him I was embarrassed but glad I didn’t do anything crazy. He says it sounds like I was kind of delusional with it.

I also opened up more. I admitted I’ve been giving into eating disorder thoughts. I’m trying to get better.

Most of all I opened up about my OCD patterns. Intrusive thoughts, rituals. He says that it does sound like I have OCD. But there’s not much by way of treatment options with being psychotic and bipolar. He was going to mention it to the psychiatrist though see what she says. Might mix up my meds. Don’t know yet we’ll see. It doesn’t hugely impede my life. It’s not too out of control.

But for now he was worried about my obsessive thinking. Delusional and tied into OCD as well probably.

He upped my seroquel to 150mg. Said if I get too sleepy on it to lower it back to 100mg. If I get obsessive and that again to come back sooner than a month.

So hopefully I don’t have to cave and come back sooner than a month. I need a ride there so it’s embarrassing to have to explain why I would need an extra appointment. I’m not 100% honest with everyone.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 05:25 PM
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I slept in and missed an assignment. Lost marks on my course. I think it was because of the seroquel because I felt good last night. I don't know what is making me so tired. My mom and dad tried to wake me up but I got mad at them.

Took my injection today. I told the pharmacist to call my psychiatrist about me being so tired because my therapist won't contact my psychiatrist because I wanted to lower my injection.

The drunk soldiers are still stuck in my head like how I'm obsessive about my heart.

I talked with my dad last night at the bar about things that happened in the past. I believe my schizophrenia is purely environmental and not genetic.. although I'll see what my 23andme says in a few weeks..

A person who thinks too much and obsessively, has nothing to think about except thoughts, so, he loses touch with reality.. and lives in a world of illusions..

What is reality? Reality is.. *Chinese gong sound*
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 05:42 PM
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Ahh my poor kid.
He went riding and then stopped at the school to play basketball. Apparently a couple drunk guys pulled up and ****ing RAN OVER his bike. Then tried taking off. Of course being an invincible 16 yr old he chased them and the cops happened by and saw. Police chase ensued...2 drunks under arrest. But my kids still out a bike.
This isn’t your average bike either. It’s semi custom and my son machined most of his own parts. It’s like upwards of a grand to replace.
****ing sucks. Poor kid Roll Call 145. He literally rides every single day.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 05:46 PM
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Ahh my poor kid.
He went riding and then stopped at the school to play basketball. Apparently a couple drunk guys pulled up and ****ing RAN OVER his bike. Then tried taking off. Of course being an invincible 16 yr old he chased them and the cops happened by and saw. Police chase ensued...2 drunks under arrest. But my kids still out a bike.
This isn’t your average bike either. It’s semi custom and my son machined most of his own parts. It’s like upwards of a grand to replace.
****ing sucks. Poor kid Roll Call 145. He literally rides every single day.
My sister lost a 3 grand bike when a car just turned left into her....luckily she was ok but when she told cops how much the bike was worth they just laughed. People are aholes about bikes.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 06:01 PM
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Omg...he was ON the bike and jumped off just as they hit.
**** my kid could have been killed.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 07:18 PM
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My sister lost a 3 grand bike when a car just turned left into her....luckily she was ok but when she told cops how much the bike was worth they just laughed. People are aholes about bikes.


Yikes! Glad she wasn’t hurt.
Yeah like we told my son if the guy has insurance he might get $$ back but don’t count on it.
People are assholes anyway
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 08:17 PM
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Spend your days full of emptiness
Spend your years full of loneliness
Wasting love, in a desperate caress
Rolling shadows of nights

That was the song my step dad always played in the truck.

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The soldiers said good things. They are fighting for people like me. A zombie with a bunk bed and I sleep on the bottom.

Nothing makes sense. It's all in my world. My world is pictures of the past, emptiness, loneliness. Not caring about me but wanting to make me a killing machine for the government.

What's wrong with me? Everything that has happened. Everything that I let happen. I didn't stand up for myself. I didn't talk to anyone in high school because I was too ****ed up and depressed at what has happened.

Now I try to piece myself together again. The soldiers don't understand that it can't happen overnight.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 08:27 PM
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Omg I feel so depressed. I went to sleep again. I don't want to do anything. It's going to get dark.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 08:29 PM
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How do I get rid of this depression immediately? Ketamine? It's killing me. But what? I have to feel it? What will I learn from being sad when I can't do the things I want? Demons..

This feeling is so painful

I want to cry
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 08:36 PM
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I wonder if being admitted to the hospital will help

But I can get help here where I live I guess. Because I don't want to give up so easily. I'm in a good place. But I'm scared of things that are happening. I have no confidence in my words or myself.
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Old Mar 21, 2019, 09:11 PM
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I'm fine. I just don't know what to do currently and I'm scared.

I could meditate. Something.. I just don't like to be put down.. because I get sucked into it like I'm being helped. The only people that want to lift me up have either been where I am or they want something from me.
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Old Mar 22, 2019, 04:36 AM
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Old Mar 22, 2019, 05:07 AM
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Old Mar 22, 2019, 05:20 AM
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Morning. Got up at midnight. Waited around until 1:30 and woke my hubby up to open my meds. Took a pill and fell asleep on the couch a couple hours. Thank god I have the day off so I can go back to sleep. I’m exhausted and in a good deal of pain. It’s nerve pain from her messing with it. Shoots up my arm. Another hour and a half and I can dose myself up and sleep again.
Other than that I have nothing to do. Don’t even plan on getting dressed
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Old Mar 22, 2019, 07:23 AM
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I’m gonna have to take a rain check on all that gang ****, I can’t find my heelys.
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