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Old Apr 07, 2019, 11:06 AM
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Very nice bluebird


Thanks SP! I'm glad I started drawing again, it's very relaxing
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 11:50 AM
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Be aware, some possibly very triggering content below....

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Old Apr 07, 2019, 01:37 PM
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Idk whats wrong with me or if there is anything wrong.

All i been doing lately is getting up, taking my vitamins/coffee. Then come 1pm im drinking for the rest of the day.
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 02:23 PM
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Idk whats wrong with me or if there is anything wrong.

All i been doing lately is getting up, taking my vitamins/coffee. Then come 1pm im drinking for the rest of the day.
You should make sure to get on top of your drinking... you don’t want to end up like me a year or two down the line with a problem....

I had half the amount I normally drink the past two days because I was busy and stuff and I felt like **** because of it.

Nip it in the bud before it gets that far...

Like you you should ask yourself, why are you drinking? Is it to relieve stress or low mood? Using any substance as a crutch isn’t a good idea. You need to think of healthier coping mechanisms if so...
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 02:24 PM
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Going over to my moms house for a bit, idk what im gonna do, probably just chill.

I hate being alone
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 02:26 PM
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 02:35 PM
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Sorry guys...
No need to apologise...
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 02:53 PM
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 02:54 PM
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You should make sure to get on top of your drinking... you don’t want to end up like me a year or two down the line with a problem....


I had half the amount I normally drink the past two days because I was busy and stuff and I felt like **** because of it.


Nip it in the bud before it gets that far...


Like you you should ask yourself, why are you drinking? Is it to relieve stress or low mood? Using any substance as a crutch isn’t a good idea. You need to think of healthier coping mechanisms if so...


Yea ive had a problem before but this past year it wasnt much a problem.

Im drinking to relieve stress
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 03:15 PM
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Such a nice day!!!
It’s beautiful out first of all...no jacket!
Then I brought my daughter and her friend to Ulta. Then to the mall. I went off on my own. Wandered the mall, a shoe store, target, michaels, and cvs. Finished my Easter shopping. I hope my sons gf like her basket. I know my kids will.
Now I’m hanging out for 15 and heading back out to pick up my daughter and her friend.
I have to tell you. I was elevated to god mom status today!!! I got hugs and love and you’re the best mom ever from her and her friend Roll Call: 146Roll Call: 146
Why?
Because of this little number right here. It’s all Greek to me but they sure were excited about it.
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 03:42 PM
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I'm pretty sure my medications are killing me, people don't listen though
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 03:50 PM
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Or maybe it's my doctor's idea of a joke, I'm not sure
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 03:57 PM
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Such a nice day!!!
It’s beautiful out first of all...no jacket!
Then I brought my daughter and her friend to Ulta. Then to the mall. I went off on my own. Wandered the mall, a shoe store, target, michaels, and cvs. Finished my Easter shopping. I hope my sons gf like her basket. I know my kids will.
Now I’m hanging out for 15 and heading back out to pick up my daughter and her friend.
I have to tell you. I was elevated to god mom status today!!! I got hugs and love and you’re the best mom ever from her and her friend Roll Call: 146Roll Call: 146
Why?
Because of this little number right here. It’s all Greek to me but they sure were excited about it.
Roll Call: 146
Morphe has some really good eyeshadow palettes, add James Charles in it, the palette is hype. I get your daughter’s enthusiasm
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 04:51 PM
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Anybody here get an upset stomach/dramatic loss of appetite with AP's?

When I started Haldol i expected to be hungry all the time, but now it's the opposite where I have to kinda force myself to eat or else I'll just forget to do it.
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 05:13 PM
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I'm not sure why I felt like that earlier, sorry for that. I was almost ready to cry because I thought my medications were killing me
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 05:49 PM
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 06:06 PM
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Do you have a therapist? It might be good to bring it up with them, it's good to catch early on before it takes hold if possible and if it's not that kind of thing then they can reassure you
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 06:29 PM
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Do you have a therapist? It might be good to bring it up with them, it's good to catch early on before it takes hold if possible and if it's not that kind of thing then they can reassure you
Yeah I see my therapist once every two weeks. I see him on the 11th next, will bring it up with him.
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 08:03 PM
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I'm so tired but I don't want to go to sleep
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Old Apr 07, 2019, 09:10 PM
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I’ve been in bed since 9:25 lol. Such a party animal Roll Call: 146
Work and doctors tomorrow. My daughters home for the day too.
I got nothing...
Feel like crap physically. I’ve had literally 6 raspberries and 3 blackberries along with a few coffees and a coke. My stomach is just not up for food. I took like 3 bites of my pizza and tossed it.
Mentally I’m good.
Hope everyone has a good nights sleep!
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Old Apr 08, 2019, 08:36 AM
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Good morning! It's a breezy rainy day here. Just went to the store and got some groceries. Probably just going to hang out here at home today, watch stuff, play games, read. Tomorrow I'm hanging out with my friend.

My anxiety was extremely bad last night and I was getting paranoid but I was able to work through it. I journaled and made myself sit down and stop pacing. Eventually I calmed down, even without taking klonopin.

How is everyone?
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Old Apr 08, 2019, 08:47 AM
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I'm so hungry lately
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Old Apr 08, 2019, 09:05 AM
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Morning! Rainy and cold today. Was a nice weekend though so I won’t complain.
Finished work for the morning. Now I’m just hanging out with my daughter before I jump in the shower and go to the docs.
Nothing else really going on. Wish I could nap but I have to do a few things.
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Old Apr 08, 2019, 09:20 AM
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Not feeling dissociated so far today, hoping yesterday was a one time event.

Feeling a bit anxious though, gonna take a Xanax and go for a walk and hope that fixes it
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Old Apr 08, 2019, 10:14 AM
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my anxiety is getting worse, ugh
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