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Sometimes psychotic · Oct 25, 2019, 06:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thanks Kit , I appreciate it. I'm laying down with one of my cats now. I just have been laughing for no reason and on the verge of crying at the same time, so I'm not really sure what's up.

Sounds like a mixed episode....when was your most recent med change? If it was within a month or so I would totally call the pdoc.

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019, 06:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Sounds like a mixed episode....when was your most recent med change? If it was within a month or so I would totally call the pdoc.

My last med changes were her adding inderal three days ago for panic attacks and before that (a month and a half ago) my Thorazine was decreased due to really bad dizziness

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019, 06:26 PM

I see her again on the 11th, I'll see how things go

Desoxyn · Oct 25, 2019, 06:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

It was like his nightmare projection. Don't feel bad about it, he doesn't know you at all.

"Though we judge for many reasons, we often do it when:

We don’t know a person well (yet)
We cannot identify with a person’s belief system, values, or behavior
That person somehow threatens how we perceive ourselves"

So yeah you got it spot on

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019, 07:22 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Thank you so much for this. To know you read the article of my story means so much to me, so thank you.

I'm not sure why I'm depressed. I shouldn't be considering everything. Fiance and I are spending a lot of time together right now, the sex is getting better and better (those two things I wanted to improve and they are), my job is great, I'm moving to a place double the size of this one, I'm making strides in my career...etc other smaller things... idk why I'm sad.

Logically, I shouldn't be sad. *sigh*

I literally feel like something I loved just died, like my cat or something. That's how sad I'm feeling.

This comes from a place im not sure of.

Maybe you're grieving for your youth or the fact that you're really grown up now. And it's scary to have so much unknown. What SP said, too. But you're ok. Emotions don't have to make sense.

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019, 07:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I feel sick and like my brain is falling out, I know that doesn't make sense

Did anything upset you today?

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019, 07:35 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Oh really? Idk anything about thyroid meds. I need to look up the brand

I think it's Armour.

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019, 07:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Did anything upset you today?

No, nothing upset me other than feeling like my meds poisoned. That scares me of course

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019, 07:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

No, nothing upset me other than feeling like my meds poisoned. That scares me of course

It sounds like maybe your AP needs to be monitored. When do you see your pdoc again?

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019, 07:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

It sounds like maybe your AP needs to be monitored. When do you see your pdoc again?

Nov 11th

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019, 07:55 PM

I'll sleep wearing my rosary tonight for protection. I'm going to a free community brunch tomorrow and to get new clothes, and to the library

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019, 07:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Nov 11th

That's a long time to wait. Are you keeping a private daily journal of your thoughts, and feelings and meds? I used to do that. It was really convenient to have it all recorded when I needed to look back for any reason. Meantime I hope you'll be ok until that appointment.

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019, 07:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

That's a long time to wait. Are you keeping a private daily journal of your thoughts, and feelings and meds? I used to do that. It was really convenient to have it all recorded when I needed to look back for any reason. Meantime I hope you'll be ok until that appointment.

Thank you, yeah I keep a journal I write in everyday

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019, 08:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thank you, yeah I keep a journal I write in everyday

That's good! Bring it with you at your next appointment so that you can see what emotional/physical changes there are with all the med changes. In case you want to bring up anything you want to ask about.

Desoxyn · Oct 25, 2019, 08:30 PM

I can't wait until I feel like I'm full of life again. Even when I'm depressed, I'm comfortable around people. Right now I can't shake off the nonsense that people say to me.

I'm 23.. building my character.. people need to give me a break.

Everyone around me in real life and here are supportive and great. I don't know why I let small things get to me and replay them in my head.

I'm just stressed because I'm not sleeping much anymore. I know I'm a good person and won't be a serial killer. He knew my mom has cancer but called her a *****.

But I can't let ****** people get to me.

falcon09 · Oct 25, 2019, 08:32 PM

I feel like my brain is rotting

Desoxyn · Oct 25, 2019, 08:40 PM

Breathe in.... Breathe out....

Advice for me and everyone

Breathe in.... Breathe out....

Everything is good =] Everything is ok....

Desoxyn · Oct 25, 2019, 08:43 PM

Shinedown is a really good band for mental health. The therapist in the psych hospital played one of their songs and other songs before each session. I went to like a couple group therapies every day for 3 months. Then another time every day for 3 months.

Desoxyn · Oct 25, 2019, 08:47 PM

I'm crying but that ok

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 25, 2019, 09:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I'm crying but that ok

Hugs....you know some people online just stir up trouble for their own amusement they get a kick out of people’s pain....don’t let this random get to you.

Desoxyn · Oct 25, 2019, 09:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Hugs....you know some people online just stir up trouble for their own amusement they get a kick out of people’s pain....don’t let this random get to you.

Yeah but whenever anything bad happens I catastrophize everything

But I'm good. Nothing really bad happened. Must be long term psychedelic effect or something.

newtus · Oct 25, 2019, 10:26 PM

Wow. I just happen to check the last payment to this complex and it says we owe $950. I have no clue what that's for, or why.

Desoxyn · Oct 26, 2019, 12:05 AM

I have become, manic.. wooosh.. Everything is amazing and great. But calm and ok. I have good emotional smarts so I never go full manic. Never. Also not enough weird mutated serotonin molecules that people with bipolar get.

But I need to sleep. I don't want to take a benzo so I'll take 100mg seroquel. I hope it works.

Desoxyn · Oct 26, 2019, 03:10 AM

I found out my mom very likely doesn't need chemo <3

Desoxyn · Oct 26, 2019, 03:14 AM

Why is every1 sleeping

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