Roll Call 155

Probably a cleaning fee....

I talked to the apartment. The lady said she doesnt know what it's for. Says it says 0 balance on her end. I think shes gonna try to fix it.

Work paycheck is gone now. From paying Bill's. I had to ask my stepdad to pay the rest of our phone bill and internet so wed have money left over from moving in, to buy grocery and stuff.

My next work paycheck is coming, not next friday, but the friday after. And fiance and I get our paychecks on the same day. Fiance still has 600 something from the paycheck yesterday.

I think I feel more comfortable putting all my money to Bill's than asking fiance. Because hes good at saving money and I'm not. I couldve asked him to pay his half of the phone bill but If I had 100 something left over, who knows what I wouldve spent it on. It's usually best that I have very little money in my account day to day lol. Hes much tighter with his money. He keeps me in check. Only stuff he spends his money on is smoke and food for lunch at work, but he buys 25 cent corndogs from the food mart at work. Ugh. I spent 11 dollars on chipotle because I was afraid to tell my boss I didnt want it, the other day.

Oh and that desk I bought for 125. It's actually a 1000 dollar desk. So I think I made a good decision.

125 for a big desk like that is a steal! I see ****** little desks at ikea for way more.

Yes! It is! It's a 3 peice L-shaped desk with a hutch. I looked up some like it at different major furniture retailers. 1000+ for furniture like it. Plus it has accents. It's not just a cut and dry looking desk.

On our way to Nebraska furniture mart! And all its 2 story glory!!! Other furniture places, and then a halloween party later!

Making pork chops tonight

Probably having a Taco Bell nacho box tonight....sometimes I eat super healthy and sometimes not, tonight isn’t one of the healthy times...oh well.

So I’m probably going to get to give out candy this year....I’m out at the bfs house and he’s got like a townhouse so kids actually come around. Too bad I don’t have a costume...maybe I could get some sort of hat or headband?

I haven't had taco bell in a long time, that sounds good

You should

Mmmmm I miss Taco Bell.

Bitcoin and Ripple are risssinnggg. And they will only rise.

In the future we'll be hearing of many more bitcoin millionaires.

I'm gonna invest 1k in ripple on two days cuz that's all I have. By the end of the year it could rise from 38 cents to 5-10 dollars. Then I make 13-26k. If it's the next bitcoin, I'll have 2,368,421 dollars. Then I'll put it in the bank and live off of 42k a year on interest.

My mom has the rest of my money cuz I spend on drug but I'll ask her for money to invest the rest in bitcoin cuz it will rise from 11k to 150k on May 24th 2020.

Isn’t there are issue with bitcoin right now....security or something questionable.....

Yes it's not as good as ripple which is why it's so volatile. Ripple has better security and blockchain strength which is why people say it's the next bitcoin.

They use ripple to trade money across borders instead of fiat currency like the US dollar.

The 100mg Seroquel suppressed a bit of mania

Oy, was feeling super weird the other night. But back to normal now.

Acceptance Affection Amusement Anger Angst Anguish Annoyance Anticipation Anxiety Apathy Arousal Awe Boredom Confidence Contempt Contentment Courage Cruelty Curiosity Depression Desire Despair Disappointment Disgust Distrust Ecstasy Embarrassment Empathy Enthusiasm Envy Euphoria Fear Frustration Gratification Gratitude Greed Grief Guilt Happiness Hatred Hope Horror Hostility Humiliation Interest Jealousy Joy Kindness Loneliness Love Lust Outrage Panic Passion Pity Pleasure Pride Rage Regret Rejection Remorse Resentment Sadness Saudade Schadenfreude Self confidence Shame Shock Shyness Social connection Sorrow Suffering Surprise Trust Wonder Worry

Look at all the emotions we can feel

Reminds me of the list of emotions they handed out at PHP

I think I'm drunk

I felt like that a lot in my early 20s. Now that I've survived triple that, I'm glad I stuck with life. I met my friend when I was 40, and that has a lot to do with it. You never know what might happen.

I'm feeling lovely again.

I think MDMA therapy will really help me when it's legal. Ketamine and psychedelics when they are legal.

It's really sad that we have these horrible meds and the cures of natures plants and Hoffman, Alexander Shulgin creating psychs and testing them on themselves for the illuminati to make them illegal. It's sad.

But not for schizo. Only if you have PTSD and anxiety, depression.. etc..

Marijuana is a carpet bombing curer for so many things and they kept it underground. I'm not surprised if there's a cure for all diseases and cancer.

I was watching something on Netflix called "Un-natural selection" and they found a protein from bacteria that can edit any letter in genetics and can cure any disease.. implant it into living people too..

The future is going to be crazy man. Just live. Live and love..

My cat sometimes is afraid of me when I have psychosis and mental breakdowns but right now I was just petting her and showing love and now she's different.

Facking hell my serotnin molecules must be really high for no reason