Roll Call 155

I hope your dad is okay @SlumberKitty

Well, off I go to hang out with my friend. Hopefully it goes well, we always have a good time. Haven't had any panic attacks today

My talks with doctors are about black holes and stuff

Hope everything is ok Kitty

Beautiful Pictures @Sometimes psychotic Thank you for sharing them with us. It brightens my day. I especially love the pink ones in the top right corner. Pink is my favorite color along with black and grey.

Happy Birthday @unsure123 I hope you have a great day! Are you doing anything fun? HUGS Kit

Happy Birthday, Unsure!!!!! I hope you'll have a great new year!

I feel like I don't need antipsychotics anymore

Thank you for posting, Kit! I wouldn't have known!

Happy birthday unsure =]

I haven't checked my pulse in months now. I checked it right now just to see and it was 72bpm.

My heart paranoia is gone.

How did you escape it?

Beta blockers blocking the adrenaline in my body

But i like adrenaline. I feel like a zombie. I hate this. Along with the antipsychotics.

I don't even have ruminative thoughts anymore. I'm just calm and don't want to do anything.

Forgot to mention, I got these today to enjoy with my morning coffee.

Maybe I'm just depressed or something like that

Had a great time with my friend! We had pizza and watched Men in Black:International

I'm proud of myself for going out

That sounds really fun! I loved MIB international....Pawnee

He's so cool!

I'm looking at furniture online.

So far, we've decided:

For kitchen, maybe this dining nook.

For living room, maybe this media stand.

For the second bedroom, probably this futon like this that converts to a full size bed.

For sofa, maybe this sectional.

And I need a desk. So maybe this one or something like it.

Well another week another dollar. It's Friday and I made it. After work I hung out with the boss and listened to a preview of what he is going to play at a bar. He's a really talented guitar player... Of course he is, he teaches guitar and that's what he did in college. I find it really interesting that none of us has given up hope in there passion/degree. B with stand up comedy, J with guitar, and me with philosophy. The younger guy I work with has a good nature, but he hasn't found something that moves him yet. He's frustrated by it. Honestly, I don't think you can have ambition until one has an aim and finding that out takes a lot out of us.

Aftter my psychosis I felt depression and disappointment because I failed so hard. My failure was completely devastating. It took a long time to go back to it.

Newtus, maybe this says a lot about me, but salvation army has some good stuff once in awhile. I see futons there all the time! They have bundles and bundles of books too. I get my work clothes there. My sister, who is trendier than I shops there like every week to stake out all the cool stuff. You just never know what's going to show up. Here in A2 where I live close to, the 2nd hand shops are always high traffic and we're in one of the most expensive living places. It's just cool.

Man, I'm not really getting any hits on twitter lately. I wonder why...

One line in te Joker movie I could relate to is "The worst part of mental illness is that we are told to act like we don't have one." it went something like that.

That's neat. They do not have one around here tho.

Thanks for the birthday messages. I'm pretty drunk