Roll Call 155

My moms friend with bipolar said that she had 150 dollars and God said she needed 200 dollars to win in gambling so I gave her 25 dollars and said not to go cuz what if she loses? She'll feel even worse cuz she's just trying to make herself feel better.

She said I was giving her bad vibes but I said that it's cuz I care and that I have the Gods telling me to do things too and know what it's like and people care about me which is why I'm stable..

Tomorrow I'm starting a 4 day water fast

It definitely feels like October. My umbrella turned inside out and almost blew away multiple times with all the wind and rain pouring nearly sideways lol

That sounds hard....

Wow! It's still in the 80's F here. Its been sunny mostly and a little windy. I don't remember if the winds are coming in from the ocean or if they are Santa Ana's. Santa Ana's are worse. Bad for fire season.

My T appointment went better last night. T wasn't so bizarre and she remembered a lot of stuff about me. Maybe last week was just a one off.

Work has been pretty stressful because the owner has been here and next week the controller comes. I'm excited to meet the controller but I'm like what if I make a bad impression?!! Doubts, doubts!

I went to coffee last night with a friend before T appointment. It was good to see her, it had been like three weeks. I felt very "normal" for once.

That's great!

Drew for an hour. Making spicy Italian turkey sausage tonight

MMM sounds good!

The drawing I'm working on using a tutorial

Here it is finished

Comedy/Tragedy | The Daily Blue Bird

Great job @Blue_Bird!

I already failed lol

I'm hungry. I'm glad it is almost lunchtime.

I wish my lunch was going to be something more interesting than a sandwich though...

Thanks drawing has been helping me a lot and I'm happy to be able to focus on it again

That's great, and you do a wonderful job!

I'm not kissing your ***. So go **** yourself.

I brought these lunchable-like protein packs. They are right next to the lunchables. They have cheese, Turkey, almonds, and yogurt covered blueberries in them. All the packs are a little different, but its healthier than lunchables.

Thanks @newtus I'll have to look for those next time I go to the grocery store or Super Target. I get tired of eating a sandwich all the time. Sometimes if there are leftovers from dinner I will take those but there isn't always leftovers.

Beautiful tree pics @Sometimes psychotic The leaves haven't started turning colors here yet because it has been too warm. Usually what happens is that we snap cold, the wind blows, and you wake up one day and all the leaves are off of the trees. I miss our big tree in the backyard. My Dad had to cut it down because it's roots were pushing up on the sidewalk. We still have two trees in the back but they aren't as big and I can't really see them out the windows or anything. Of course, Amelia, my little kitty, can climb them and then get on the roof of my Dad's workshop. That's fun (sarcasm). I always worry she's going to fall off but so far she's been fine. My Dad cut some of the branches back so it is harder for her to get on the roof.

I can't wait to be home for the day. I only have about an hour left of work. I haven't been that busy at work today though so the day is going by r.e.a.l.l.y s.l.o.w.l.y!