Roll Call 155

Morning

I really love that dining nook for the kitchen.

It seems like a lot of stuff I'm posting, I know. Especially when we already have furniture. But we are gonna be living in there very bare for awhile with what we have already. It's a 2bd 1.5 bath. We only have a bed, 1 couch and 1 big seat, and 2 media stands right now. 1 desk that's fiances.

We are going to a flea market today to look at furniture. But I really want that dining nook for sure. I love it. Just wish it came in a black or gray. Not white.

Idk why, but I feel skinnier at work, and fatter when I'm at home.

Hahaha everyday when I'm at work I look in the bathroom mirror and I'm like wow I look and feel skinny. But I get home and look in the mirror and feel and look fat.

Hey all. Nick arrived at my country 3 days ago. Unfortunately he caught a flu virus somehow on the plane. So he’s been lying down sick. That’s a bummer. I think I started to catch his flu as well. I took some flu med and vitamin C, hope I won’t get as sick as him as we’re planning for a trip on 23th.

I’m the opposite, I feel ugly when I look at the mirror at public places. I think it’s due to our perception. Perhaps you feel more positive when you’re surrounded by people that’s why you see yourself in a more positive way as well. For me I feel more positive when I’m alone. Moral of the story : Mirrors are evil and they’re possessed

I like the grey big seat and the dining nook. They look simple but pretty. Style that I like.

I’m late but happy birthday! Hope you had a good one.

I forget whether we’ve talked about this, but have you tried/consider a trauma based therapy? I’m thinking maybe what happened right before, during, and after your psychotic episode were traumatic for you.

Happy birthday unsure!

The fckin flea market was a complete bust. I swear. It was like 5 individuals selling stuff in the dead mall across town.

My existence doesn't make any sense whatsoever. I say things that I don't mean all the time - Or that I don't believe.

I seriously am SO EXCITED to get out of here. Like beyond thrilled. I just hope it's not too bad of a neighborhood.

Headache.. Time to take advil

Not tylenol

advil

Fiance said hes leaving the apt decorating to me, but he wants to mostly decorate the office/2nd bedroom. So I'm looking at quirky or weird apt decor. I kinda want a Salvador Dali painting or something like that. I'm on etsy right now.

Anyone know any touch typing teaching sites (free) , I'm 25 and still don't know how to touch type, I've never bothered to learn

EDIT: Nevermind, I found some sites

Idk how to decorate

As a painter, I work with a lot of interior decorates. My boss does a lot of assistance with what the client wants. A lot of it pivots on the mind set one has regarding what the purpose of the room is, and how the customer wants to interpret it as. I could never be an interior decorated; I could never tell a person what they want in a room. Usually, with painting, you want a white ceiling with white trim, and a lighter color to make the room seem bigger, with an accent wall that adds some pizazz which connects with the customer's heart. But that's just the case typically, at least for painters. Personally, I stay way from accent walls when painting my own rooms. I enjoy uniformity and a certain crispness. For instance, instead of an accept wall I would place my 3 book shelves there with a large plant.

Haven't had a panic attack for 2 days now

O, every day I talk about my trauma and neurosis regarding my situations. Still, when I start my car ride home, dark thoughts begin, and no matter how much therapy I have dark thoughts come about me. I've made some progress, but there's still much to come.

I hope Nick gets better so you two can enjoy it all the better.

I found typing club

Yeah that's the one I found too, I'm gonna try it. I really want to learn touch typing, it's been a goal of mine for awhile now

Hope you enjoy your new apartment Newtus

I signed up to be put on another waiting list for one (more affordable housing) so now I'm on two lists, I'm hoping something becomes available by early 2020

Hopefully it will. Good luck. We are moving up to a townhome that is double the size. 2 story.

Mavis Beacon Teaches Typing is what taught me good typing when I was a kid. Don’t know if it’s around anymore.

That's crazy. I learned touch typing by 15 or 16. I just mimicked people in movies. I didnt even know what it was called. I just saw people typing really fast with both hands not looking. So I'd mimick them cuz I wanted to be cool at school.