Roll Call 156

Blue_Bird · Nov 09, 2019 at 06:42 PM

It's so warm with one of my cats laying on me

newtus · Nov 09, 2019 at 06:58 PM

Spaghetti and garlic knots for dinner! Yum.

newtus · Nov 09, 2019 at 07:55 PM

I didnt really work on my book. I mean I kinda did. I wrote an outline. That's all. And researched local book publishers/regional publishers, with no luck.

Blue_Bird · Nov 09, 2019 at 10:39 PM

I screwed up

Possible trigger:

binged/purged after 7 months of not doing it

junkDNA · Nov 10, 2019 at 06:53 AM

I probably won't get anything for christmas but I also dont expect anything so I'm okay w that !!

I actually dont even like the holidays

My ideal Thanksgiving and christmas would be me by myself with Boby , doing my own thang

newtus · Nov 10, 2019 at 11:48 AM

Where the fck is everyone?...

Blue_Bird · Nov 10, 2019 at 11:58 AM

I'm here, just woke up from a nap

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 10, 2019 at 11:58 AM

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Where the fck is everyone?...

I’m here why?

newtus · Nov 10, 2019 at 11:59 AM

It's just so dead today. I posted in roll call like 2 hours ago and no one said anything.

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 10, 2019 at 12:00 PM

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It's just so dead today. I posted in roll call like 2 hours ago and no one said anything.

I don’t see a post from 2 hrs ago

newtus · Nov 10, 2019 at 12:02 PM

Btw they opened up an amazon store like 45 min away. Well 30 min from my dad. Probably an hour away from me. I would've totally invited my mom to go with me, but my knee hurts so bad. I think from me taking the dogs out yesterday morning on a 2-roped leash, and one went behind me and they basically both started pulling and buckled my knees. I was embarrassed and nervous. Probably also cuz I took both of them together and they are strong af. Thor is 40 pounds and I swear xena has got to be 45 or 50 pounds. Its extremely hard to walk them together. I cant do that anymore. My knee is in a lot of pain.

newtus · Nov 10, 2019 at 12:02 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I don’t see a post from 2 hrs ago

Oops not roll call, I meant snap.

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 10, 2019 at 12:06 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Btw they opened up an amazon store like 45 min away. Well 30 min from my dad. Probably an hour away from me. I would've totally invited my mom to go with me, but my knee hurts so bad. I think from me taking the dogs out yesterday morning on a 2-roped leash, and one went behind me and they basically both started pulling and buckled my knees. I was embarrassed and nervous. Probably also cuz I took both of them together and they are strong af. Thor is 40 pounds and I swear xena has got to be 45 or 50 pounds. Its extremely hard to walk them together. I cant do that anymore. My knee is in a lot of pain.

Once when I was younger it was raining and I was walking the dog in jelly shoes and I slipped and he kept pulling me down the road. My knees were totally skinned up.

newtus · Nov 10, 2019 at 12:11 PM

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Once when I was younger it was raining and I was walking the dog in jelly shoes and I slipped and he kept pulling me down the road. My knees were totally skinned up.

omg. That's crazy. My knee is hurting worse by the hour. I took aspirin. I also know why, I THINK, i got bad headaches. I havent drank coffee in 2 days.

I made 3 pots of coffee 2 days ago and threw it all out. All 3 pots smelled like chemicals. Like acetone, which is nail polish remover. I googled the situation, and apparently it's common right now. Apparently folgers is not what it used to be anymore, like it was a couple of years ago.

So I'm throwing out the coffee. I smelled the water and different things like the sink. It seemed ok. And then I smelled the coffee grounds and it smelled like chemicals. I made a decaf cup of coffee from 2 other brands and it was just fine. So I dont think this is a hallucination.

Usually when I make coffee is had a robust earthy smell. But this container smelled like straight up chemicals.

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 10, 2019 at 12:16 PM

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omg. That's crazy. My knee is hurting worse by the hour. I took aspirin. I also know why, I THINK, i got bad headaches. I havent drank coffee in 2 days.

I made 3 pots of coffee 2 days ago and threw it all out. All 3 pots smelled like chemicals. Like acetone, which is nail polish remover. I googled the situation, and apparently it's common right now. Apparently folgers is not what it used to be anymore, like it was a couple of years ago.

So I'm throwing out the coffee. I smelled the water and different things like the sink. It seemed ok. And then I smelled the coffee grounds and it smelled like chemicals. I made a decaf cup of coffee from 2 other brands and it was just fine. So I dont think this is a hallucination.

Usually when I make coffee is had a robust earthy smell. But this container smelled like straight up chemicals.

Wow that’s scary....I use gevalia it’s kind of expensive but very nice but I usually limit my coffee to weekends due to anxiety

newtus · Nov 10, 2019 at 12:27 PM

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Wow that’s scary....I use gevalia it’s kind of expensive but very nice but I usually limit my coffee to weekends due to anxiety

Yea it is scary. Apparently a whole bunch of people have been smelling chemicals in folgers coffee grounds and stuff for a few years now. Some people say it's because they been using Robusta beans, which is a cheaper type of coffee bean, from Vietnam. Etc plus other theories. Idk but what I do know is, I'm not buying folgers ever again.

Desoxyn · Nov 10, 2019 at 02:24 PM

I have 36 tabs open and my notes.

ADHD not good

newtus · Nov 10, 2019 at 02:26 PM

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I have 36 tabs open and my notes.

ADHD not good

Did u read what I sent you?

Angelique67 · Nov 10, 2019 at 02:27 PM

Everyone talks about coffee so much here. I think I'll have my coffee from lunch after my diet Pepsi. They make a nice coffee here. It's not like a dark roast, but it's good.

My tongue and throat hurt. I'm so sick of this place. I want to escape. But they'd find me and put me into a worse place.

I need to make my friend jealous so he'll get me away from here. But then I have to use someone which is a rotten thing to do. Maybe not, maybe I could just smile at someone as I'm losing weight. When my friend can see. It would be good if I could actually make a friend here. In my youth I once smiled at a barista and my then bf looked like he'd lose his head. He was a quintuple Scorpio 12th houser.

Oh well. I fell asleep in my chair waiting for the smoke break this morning and no one woke me! I woke up as they were coming back in. So it might be hard to make a friend here.

Desoxyn · Nov 10, 2019 at 02:28 PM

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I screwed up

Possible trigger:

binged/purged after 7 months of not doing it

<3

Think lightly of it and focus on continuing the 7 months by adding another 7 months except go longer than that.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,766 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Nov 09, 2019 at 06:42 PM #101 It's so warm with one of my cats laying on me __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Nov 09, 2019 at 06:58 PM #102 Spaghetti and garlic knots for dinner! Yum. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Nov 09, 2019 at 07:55 PM #103 I didnt really work on my book. I mean I kinda did. I wrote an outline. That's all. And researched local book publishers/regional publishers, with no luck. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,766 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Nov 09, 2019 at 10:39 PM #104 I screwed up Possible trigger: binged/purged after 7 months of not doing it __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Nov 10, 2019 at 06:53 AM #105 I probably won't get anything for christmas but I also dont expect anything so I'm okay w that !! I actually dont even like the holidays My ideal Thanksgiving and christmas would be me by myself with Boby , doing my own thang __________________
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Nov 10, 2019 at 11:48 AM #106 Where the fck is everyone?... __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,766 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Nov 10, 2019 at 11:58 AM #107 I'm here, just woke up from a nap __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Nov 10, 2019 at 11:59 AM #109 It's just so dead today. I posted in roll call like 2 hours ago and no one said anything. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,996 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,917 hugs given	Nov 10, 2019 at 02:24 PM #117 I have 36 tabs open and my notes. ADHD not good
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