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Old Dec 06, 2019, 07:41 PM
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Do you play anything or sing?
I can't sing (I don't think). I played flute and my mom taught me piano when I was a kid but I forget (She's was a piano teacher). I can play be ear really well and gifted in music.. But depression got the best of me.. drawing, stopped. Played guitar, stopped. Started playing guitar again last year, stopped.

I just need to find songs to play. Ones that inspire me. I need inspiration. People give me inspiration (Like my friends from two summers ago) but they're gone now..

I'm a person that does really really well when I get inspiration from good hearted people.
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 07:44 PM
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So I get my inspiration from podcasts now
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 07:49 PM
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I miss my mom, nothing is the same without her. Especially holidays. January will be 4 years
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 07:51 PM
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I miss my mom, nothing is the same without her. Especially holidays. January will be 4 years
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 08:18 PM
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I miss my mom, nothing is the same without her. Especially holidays. January will be 4 years
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 08:24 PM
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Thanks guys I need to visit her grave sometime soon. They have these wreath things you can put on them in the winter. I've avoided going for awhile. I hope she's happy wherever she may be. I had a dream the night she passed of her telling me she was at peace and everything was okay. I hope to make her proud someday
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 08:31 PM
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Thinking I'm going to make chess pie for Christmas to give half to my sister
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 08:33 PM
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Thinking I'm going to make chess pie for Christmas to give half to my sister
Those are good!
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 08:34 PM
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Thanks guys I need to visit her grave sometime soon. They have these wreath things you can put on them in the winter. I've avoided going for awhile. I hope she's happy wherever she may be. I had a dream the night she passed of her telling me she was at peace and everything was okay. I hope to make her proud someday
I have no doubt your mom is already proud of you
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 08:35 PM
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Those are good!
Yes I love them! I learned to make them when I was living in Kentucky
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 09:05 PM
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I miss my mom, nothing is the same without her. Especially holidays. January will be 4 years
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 09:13 PM
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I feel better after I ate a bit. My headache is gone. I took aspirin tho too, so idk.
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 09:24 PM
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 09:39 PM
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I miss my mom, nothing is the same without her. Especially holidays. January will be 4 years


I get it. I lost my dad 7 years ago and holidays still suck.
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Old Dec 06, 2019, 09:44 PM
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Took my meds. But I dont have anymore morning meds.
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 02:34 AM
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Why am I awake now? Ugh.....
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 02:35 AM
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Why am I awake now? Ugh.....
I'm awake too, talking to some friends.
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 02:39 AM
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I'm awake too, talking to some friends.
That’s nice that you’ve got friends up at this hour 😀
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 03:10 AM
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I'm also awake, probably staying up for the day
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 03:11 AM
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I'm craving junk food like crazy
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 03:29 AM
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I'm also awake, probably staying up for the day


Oh hey bluebird, guess we should throw a 2am Pc party then?
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 10:41 AM
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Luckily I fell asleep again....
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 11:30 AM
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Luckily I fell asleep again....
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Old Dec 07, 2019, 11:31 AM
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Spent an hour drawing. Trying to get back into doing portraits. I used to be fairly decent at it, definitely not great but I haven't practiced in years and omg I'm bad lol Just have to keep at it, studying anatomy
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