Roll Call 166!

newtus · May 21, 2020, 10:24 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Oh man I almost puked...we have an early class meeting today with some sort of xml practice ....I just get anxiety over the smallest things.

Do U have an anti-A pill?

newtus · May 21, 2020, 10:38 AM

Wow. I hadn't heard from my mom in 4 days or so. Maybe 5. Called her and she didn't say a word except when I asked her how she was. She said fine. I said "well I'll tty another time. I guess." she said "ok. Bye". I don't understand. Idc at this point. Cuz if I did I wouldn’t stayed on the phone. She doesn’t wanna talk to me. Lmao.

Sometimes psychotic · May 21, 2020, 11:12 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Do U have an anti-A pill?

Nope...just had to push through it worked out ok

Sometimes psychotic · May 21, 2020, 11:14 AM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I hope it goes/went okay SP! New things are hard. What is xml? I'm not familiar with that. Are your classes online right now SP?

It went fine, xml is a lot like html but it’s for machines to get information rather than to display information to humans. Like it slowly explains the meanings of stuff to the computer....

SlumberKitty · May 21, 2020, 11:16 AM

Thanks for the explanation SP! I'm glad it went fine.

newtus · May 21, 2020, 11:45 AM

I don’t feel well. I feel physically lethargic. I felt that way before taking my meds this morning. Idk what’s going on.

Angelique67 · May 21, 2020, 12:37 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

A walk would probably be helpful but I'm at work so it's not really practical right now.

Could you listen to your favorite song while you stand by a window? Kind of like a 3 minute time out?

Angelique67 · 02:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Wonder if Angelique is okay?

I'm right here!

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Wondering what to do about the ants in my bed..

I'm glad you had a nice long walk!!!

Blue_Bird · May 21, 2020, 12:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I'm right here! Wondering what to do about the ants in my bed..

I'm glad you had a nice long walk!!!

Sorry you have ants in your bed

can the staff there do anything about it for you?

It’s good to see you

Angelique67 · May 21, 2020, 12:57 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I've asked myself that but I don't think so. I don't even know if I would tell her if I did relapse. It's more of my parents and the Pastor T and somewhat my Regular T putting a lot of pressure on me to not do X. I think I am ready to be discharged. I am going to miss her because she is super positive and encouraging and I will miss that, but the last call we had was only like 10-15 minutes long because I'm meeting all the goals. There wasn't anything else to say. And when there is nothing to say it's time to go. So I will be okay without her. I'll just miss her.

I just feel all this pressure like I did before I was hospitalized. And I know I can't do X because I will make a mess of it and have to go to the ER and risk being hospitalized again. I can't trust myself to do X so I really need to keep myself in line but all the pressure I'm feeling isn't helping me do that. I kind of need my parents and my Pastor T and my Regular T to back off a bit and not be so pushy about it. But on the other hand, it's like the first time my parents have ever really addressed it also. So I don't want to discourage that. I just need to get used to having so much pressure. Or find a polite way to tell them, enough is enough. IDK.

I'm feeling a bit better now that I've talked through it some here on PC. And I talked to someone at work. I just gotta learn to chill more.

HUGS Kit

I'm glad you feel a bit better.

Blue_Bird · May 21, 2020, 12:58 PM

I feel sore from yesterday’s 2 hour walk but it’s a good feeling too, I needed the exercise

Angelique67 · May 21, 2020, 01:14 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Had several panic attacks last night, I'm so tired I can't keep my eyes open but I can't sleep.

It's good to see you. Do you have a prn for anxiety?

Angelique67 · 02:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Sorry you have ants in your bed

can the staff there do anything about it for you?

It’s good to see you

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Thank you! It's good to see you too! The ants haven't been gotten rid of yet. I'll look at my wrist and see an ant on it, etc. I moved my garbage can to by the window to try to keep them farther from my bed. I hope they'll thin out. If we were allowed to leave our rooms I could go looking for someone who could help. Hoping soon. Everytime I think it's over, they add another month to quarantine.

Sometimes psychotic · May 21, 2020, 01:28 PM

I really hate the tension I feel when I’m taking a break but know I’ve got work to focus on later in the day....

Angelique67 · May 21, 2020, 01:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I feel sore from yesterday’s 2 hour walk but it’s a good feeling too, I needed the exercise

Yes, there's nothing like a long brisk walk when you feel anxious. I used to walk every morning while I was working.

falcon09 · May 21, 2020, 02:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

It's good to see you. Do you have a prn for anxiety?

I don’t have a prn

Angelique67 · May 21, 2020, 02:43 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I don’t have a prn

That's too bad. They said a few weeks ago that they'd give me a small amount of trazodone as a prn. I don't know, it might be better than nothing.

Blue_Bird · May 21, 2020, 04:44 PM

Can't wait till next month. Making homemade meatballs, spicy Italian sausage, with pasta!

Sometimes psychotic · May 21, 2020, 04:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Can't wait till next month. Making homemade meatballs, spicy Italian sausage, with pasta!

Sounds delish!

Sometimes psychotic · May 21, 2020, 04:50 PM

Oh man bf is fighting with his mom....I guess she complained that he only buys what he wants at the store....but he sits down and asks her exactly what she wants she is just super indecisive. It’s like she can’t plan out a week of food in advance. As far as I’m concerned he’s overly considerate to her needs and that’s what backfires. Anyway he got really mad and told her she can buy her own food from now on. I don’t see it actually happening but she’s got the app on her phone so why not.

Job 30 26 · May 21, 2020, 05:45 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

@Job 30 26 if you PM me the name of your book and where to buy it I'd like to look it up and see if I can afford it.

I sent you the link. I hope you enjoy it, It's biblical, psychological, and apocalyptical. =)

Job 30 26 · May 21, 2020, 05:53 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I wish I was good at writing. I’m struggling writing an essay for this English class contrasting two vampires.

Curse you, one required English class!

I use MS WOrd with the Grammarly Pro app attached, it's a life saver for me. It catches so many typos. You can use the free version but I pay $30 a month for the pro version.

Erti · May 21, 2020, 05:59 PM

Ugh I have lice D:

cogladaid · May 21, 2020, 06:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

I use MS WOrd with the Grammarly Pro app attached, it's a life saver for me. It catches so many typos. You can use the free version but I pay $30 a month for the pro version.

I got Microsoft word it saves me.

I finished writing my essay! Just have to format it and cite my sources and I can submit it yay!

Job 30 26 · May 21, 2020, 06:04 PM

Work went fine, i like 2 of the new kids a lot, their great, considerate, inquisitive, and positive. Really cool kids, 1 of the other workers we had last year and he's cool too, but he brought his friend and his friend acts really young. He's teh runt of the litter lol My experienced coworker wont by there tomorrow so it will just be me spending quality time with them, the whole day is planned out, it will be pretty easy unless someone throws a curveball.

Went grocery shopping and i bought a ribeye and a few other things. No ramen noodle at the store, wow. I bought a tea mix to cut down on the soda, im hoping it's better than soda anyway, i need to protect my liver so more water-like subatance is needed. I've been bringing a giant aluminum water container 32oz i bought on amazon for a good price or $10 bucks. It almost fits into my lunch box. Then i mowed the lawn.

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