Roll Call 168 =)

Nagging doesn’t really work though, I guess what I meant was if it really bothered you that much you’d have two options either it would hav been a deal breaker long ago or you’ll just clean up the socks so you aren’t bothered anymore.

For example, bf always leaves cabinets and drawers open about an inch for no apparent reason. Ironically his ex wife nagged him about it incessantly so he doesn’t do it at his place. I just shut the drawers after initially confirming there was no reason he left it open. It’s such a tiny thing in the grand scheme so I’m willing to tolerate it.

Does that make sense?

Does he know about your illness, Kit?

I also have work in like thirty minutes and I feel this way...

I am really depressed. The school said that I can't reinstate. I am still waiting to hear from the director. But this is bad news.

I am about 90% vegan now and have lost maybe 20 lbs or so. I do ride the bike a lot, too.

Yes. And lately I actually haven’t been nagging. I actually don’t say anything anymore. I just take it off or close the cabinets etc

It helps to see it as a quirk not a flaw you know.....

Omg is this because you quit so many times?

I thought you wanted to give it up. Or did I miss something?

Yeah they started me on seroquel the most drowsy of the meds...also not particularly strong. If you want weight neutral try latuda next, if it works it works well. I believe you’ve got to eat with it though, same with geodon. Oddly the truly weight neutral ones require you to eat for absorption. But if you’re ok on rexulti then just stay on it, usually you hit a set point and you won’t go higher, it just may be higher weight than you like.

If you want to fight th gain, exercise and a veg diet worked well for me until I got tired of doing it.

I haven't told him, but I am wondering if he knows. He does know I have "depression" which is sort of the truth because it's schizoaffective disorder depressed type. But I left out the schizoaffective part when I talked to him. I've told two other coworkers about schizoaffective and asked them not to tell anyone, but who knows. He might know. Adds to my paranoia. I'm like if you don't want anything why are you bothering me? 'Specially when it's break time and I'm trying to eat. Silly boss.

Thanks SP. I think I am at my set point but I have to lose weight because I'm way overweight now thanks to this med. I was actually losing weight before I started on Rexulti. Then I gained each time we raised it. I'm exercising (more) but not enough. I need to limit bad carbs and probably quit soda but I'm addicted to soda. Try not to eat meat. Just veggies and beans and rice and stuff like that. Problem is, I eat what my Mom fixes me. I gotta get her to stop cooking meat all the time. We usually have chicken which is healthier than beef, but still, gonna have to do something.

I think sometimes bosses do this to be almost like available to you....it’s actually a good quality in a boss even though with my anxiety I see it as bad when it happens.

I did want to give it up then my family was like super pissed I gave it up. So I don't know... I feel like an idiot.

I don't mind once a day. More than once a day and I get paranoid. I'm like WTH. My coworker told me not to worry about it. So I'm trying not to worry about it. I hope I didn't hurt his feelings when I was like, do you want something? Ugh. Social interactions are not my forte.

I think I’m growing lmao

Ugh videos of my ex just popped up on my Snapchat memories. Yikes!

I think you are too....

I mean physically but what do u mean? I know I’m not physically, unless I am...

Lol I meant as a person, accepting other people how they are...

I haven't told him, but I am wondering if he knows. He does know I have "depression" which is sort of the truth because it's schizoaffective disorder depressed type. But I left out the schizoaffective part when I talked to him. I've told two other coworkers about schizoaffective and asked them not to tell anyone, but who knows. He might know. Adds to my paranoia. I'm like if you don't want anything why are you bothering me? 'Specially when it's break time and I'm trying to eat. Silly boss.

Yeah initially my doc recommended high protein but it didn’t work I gained weight....but veg works the AP makes me eat bulk quantities and then when I was walking 2 miles a day I was 15 pounds lighter.