Roll Call 170

Yea I have but during the day. I slept like 4 hours yesterday in the middle of the day on top of sleeping the whole previous night.

I think you’re dream typing or something.....

Huh?!?!?!

What’s the rabbit in glasses part?

Remember back in December I was shopping for home decor? When fiancé and I went to San Antonio for 3 days this item, above, was stolen the day we came home. It had been sitting for 24 hours tho on our front porch. I had just gotten the doorbell camera at the time but all it showed was someone reaching around the corner of the wall and slipping it awaY. I never got that money back. But I did report it.

I’m weird. I know.

That person must think we are weirdos or in some sort of cult or something.

I have a pal who had his first manic episode ever and bought a $400K boat sight unseen. He had the money, but it was a disaster. Ended up arrested for assaulting Hilton Head cops, so on...

Ok makes perfect sense now, I just couldn’t comprehend it at all...

Why state hospital and not regular hospital?

Thanks, Sometimes.

Got this color. Reddish purplish.

Yeah I’m not sure my T is right on that one....I mean during my first mania I bought a used car, an iPhone, iPad etc. I had the money and the used car was very well planned to be economical and long lasting....I still have it. Still despite trading up from a 17 year old car this is considered to be what mania looks like in me. Otherwise they can’t explain the voices etc. I think the main issue I had was wanting to give money to charities as in all of it.

Beautiful!

I might go to Bed Bath and Beyond tomorrow to get some more SodaStream mixes. Have had a SodaStream for a while but I’m obsessed with it right now. The thing has paid for itself many times over already, and I figure it works out to about 70cents a liter of soda so it’s so cheap! And tasty!

I had orange and root beer. All out of orange and getting low on root beer. If I could find cherry cola I’ll be in heaven.

Fiancé texted me from work saying he’s dripping sweat from wearing the mask cuz it’s hot and uncomfortable. I feel so bad for them to wear a mask for 8 hours every day. Damn...

He says that all the employees are in bad moods and the customers too

I’m trying to save money and the only thing I’ve purchased in the last few weeks have been my fees for my exams.

I’m sure I can spare a few dollars for soda mixes. I mean, it’s helluva lot cheaper than booze. I haven’t bought booze for at least a month. Been drinking soda and tea instead.

Also it’s pay day!

Psychosis is not cool. I just realized that I will always have some degree of psychosis. I know that it's supposed to be dormant right now but I feel so strange these days. Just like I need more help. I called this place that has like people who can help you like daily. I feel like that might be helpful for me. I don't know what to do. It's either that or like online therapy or something where I can message with a therapist a lot. I need something new.

Here we go.

So cute!!!

SO CUTE!! I love black cats. My 19 year old cat I had to put down a couple weeks ago was a black cat.

Going to play ukulele later. I found a 30 day ukulele challenge on youtube

love it...

We're having a binge watch of all the Harry Potter films for my nephew because he's never seen any of them. Might take 2 days though lol

good 4 u 4 advocating 4 u. that said, psychosis is not often unmanageable in bp 1. that is very rare. i was psychotic from oct to may, then, added trilafon 2 mg tid--psychosis gone 4 now. u r not close to end of line on antipsychotics yet.