Roll Call 172

bpcyclist · Jul 23, 2020, 08:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I hate that I have no friends in real life. I go weeks to months without human interaction and it's only with like my psychiatrist or therapist. I have zero in person human interaction other than that and cashiers once in awhile. It's not like I can make friends here since there are no more events in the community room with everything going on.

Blue, I don't either. I have my best pal in Seattle, two friends here, my incredible ex, and my dad and daughter. I see the pals once a yr and the others about the same. What I do have is you incredible people. You keep me lifted when I cannot do it

My PC pals are very, very real to me. I love them all from the bottom of my heart. You have lotsa folks here who love you.

Get out on the bike!!

Love and hugs

cogladaid · Jul 23, 2020, 08:45 PM

I forgot to refill my prescription for my Lexapro so I haven’t taken it today or yesterday. I had some weird negative dreams and I’ve felt a bit dissociated all day. I should be fine to do my exam tomorrow but I’ll have to go get a refill soon. I keep forgetting to fill out this pharmacare paper my insurance wanted me to fill out so I’ll have to pay out of pocket again this month.

Sucks but at least I’ll be able to claim it on my taxes next year. It’s like $20 or so not too bad.

Job 30 26 · Jul 23, 2020, 08:47 PM

I strongly suggest adding a fiber supplement to your diet.

That and my daily protein shake really works magic!

newtus · Jul 23, 2020, 08:48 PM

Went to the lake today

Erti · Jul 23, 2020, 08:53 PM

Tomorrow will determine if I'll be homeless or not. Wish me luck

newtus · Jul 23, 2020, 09:02 PM

So this class shouldn’t be too bad. It’s one day a week for 2 hours. At night. But it’s a live web conference so I’ll be live on big screens in a classroom at the school.

lmao

cogladaid · Jul 23, 2020, 09:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

Tomorrow will determine if I'll be homeless or not. Wish me luck

Good luck I hope everything turns out okay.

Desoxyn · Jul 23, 2020, 09:06 PM

I'm not in a good mental state. I hate my life. I wish I was dead.

Desoxyn · Jul 23, 2020, 11:45 PM

I told my sister that i hated my mom and that i was a little drunk so she biked home, we talked for almost an hour then i gave my mom a hug we cried then my sister talked to her and they cried and now she will try to stop drinking for 2 weeks. We were all drinking. Dysfunctional family.

My dad and brother are arguing about the 10k dollar guitar. My dad bought another one.

Things MIGHT be ok.

But the world economy though...

bpcyclist · Jul 24, 2020, 06:59 AM

Love to you, Liam

newtus · Jul 24, 2020, 06:59 AM

I did not sleep at all. I feel shytty.

bpcyclist · Jul 24, 2020, 07:02 AM

Weirdest day ever yest. My brain is so much worse off than I ever knew. Pretty sure we are gonna have to revise my official DSM-9000 diagnosis. I really have schizoaffective disorder. Much closer to schizophrenia than bp in most respects. Whatever. I am still me. Kind of.
Love and hugs.

Angelique67 · Jul 24, 2020, 08:39 AM

My hair is bald in the back. I don't know if I'll have any new growth. I was dreading it and it happened.

I can barely vape anymore. Entropy happens.

falcon09 · Jul 24, 2020, 09:48 AM

good luck @Erti <3 <3

Erti · Jul 24, 2020, 11:27 AM

I e got to keep our place.

SlumberKitty · Jul 24, 2020, 12:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I may need to write my own book or at least poem about autumn 🍂...there seems to be a preoccupation with the end of autumn and thus death or beginning of winter instead of the vibrant beauty of fall. I need like nature writing for this I think.

Sounds interesting SP!

SlumberKitty · Jul 24, 2020, 12:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

the scent of woodsmoke
on the breeze, 
until a gust blows 
dropping vibrant leaves

swirling round until 
crunching beneath my feet
 on the ground

colors glow forth, 
amidst the smell of damp
 from a light rain,
 just hours ago

pumpkins smiling
 at the peak of harvest
 the corn comes golden

scarecrows stand watch 
as black birds pick the 
choicest morsels 
from the crops

cider of apples
pressed the old way, 
by water wheel

donuts, freshly fried 
scent the air 
as children play 
near the river

snug in sweaters, 
soft not scratchy
 never wanting to go...

Beautiful SP!

SlumberKitty · Jul 24, 2020, 12:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

Tomorrow will determine if I'll be homeless or not. Wish me luck

Good Luck @Erti hoping for the best!

SlumberKitty · Jul 24, 2020, 12:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I'm not in a good mental state. I hate my life. I wish I was dead.

HUGS @Desoxyn!!!!

SlumberKitty · Jul 24, 2020, 12:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

I e got to keep our place.

That's great!

bpcyclist · Jul 24, 2020, 12:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Erti

Tomorrow will determine if I'll be homeless or not. Wish me luck

Hugs, Erti. Love.

bpcyclist · Jul 24, 2020, 12:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

I e got to keep our place.

God delivers.

Blue_Bird · Jul 24, 2020, 12:49 PM

We have inspections on Monday, I'm so nervous

falcon09 · Jul 24, 2020, 02:22 PM

kinda in a good mood today

cogladaid · Jul 24, 2020, 02:23 PM

Just about to do my exam. So nervous! I’ll let you guys know how it goes. It’s like three hours long eek.

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