Roll Call 176

Oh we need pie too.....looks like one more trip.....

My nephew is sick with 104 fever for 2-3 days now and my sister isn’t taking him to the doctor. He’s 4. My mom said my sister trying to help him with her organic, health vitamins. And I’m just really scared for him.

My mom's drama again. Her bf is stalking her.

I try to live in the moment, try to be creative, logical, calm, focuses.

I give up. I have given up!

We should all give up together... No that's bad advice.. nvm

I’m dealing with so many emotions right now. The surgery, we’re losing one of our renters because they are bankrupt, and a problem with my friend. I’ll do meditation to calm myself.

Okay so what time I should come for the dinner?

Oh no. I hope he’ll be fine I know you love him so much. I’m sending my prayers

It’s important to reach out when we need help. Proud of you for doing so

Kudos for you to be able to acknowledge the small wins

Today I have lost all of my coping strategies for some reason. Writing didn't help. I went for a walk. I guess bad days happen.

Awe thanks! This year I've been really trying to open up to others and let them help me. It's been hard because it means being vulnerable but I'm really trying.

Sounds delish!

For Thanksgiving we are having Turkey breast, bavarian cream, yams, green bean casserole, rolls, olives, and pumpkin pie.

I ordered myself a ring (should get it in January 2021) from Jostens (that company where you order class rings from). I customized it. It has my initials, it has the word "faith" and the word "recovery" and 2020 because that is the year I got serious about recovering from SH. (300 days tomorrow). On the inside of the ring you could engrave it. So I put "Don't give up!" And "God's Got You!" I'm excited. It was kind of expensive $300 but if/when I make it to January 25, 2021 it will be a year. I figured that was worth it. Less than a dollar a day!

I don’t feel good physically.

That’s child neglect...

Your sister can get cps called on her for that.

That's a really cool idea SK! And congrats on 300 days!

Cases aren’t going down here at all. Almost 500 a day now which is the highest it’s been. We’re on a big lockdown and they’re even limiting sales of non-essential items in whatever stores are open.

I got to spend the last two weeks working from home but now I gotta go back into the office next week. Boo.

We are at 8000 a day and they are keeping my work open.....

We do have a much smaller population, and there’s a way different approach to handling between US and Canada. Canada has had 314,000 cases total with 11,000 deaths but America is doing way worse and should do way more.

So true............

I'm ready for there to be a vaccine. Some of the trials look pretty promising. I just hope people don't start hoarding TP again. Sheesh.

Here in Ohio we have a mandatory curfew at 10pm

Have group tomorrow, looking forward to it.

Ate the rest of my takeout without any issues. I think I'm gonna get that same order for New Years Eve. The food was really good.

I get my Thanksgiving lunch tomorrow (the one my apartment complex is doing). It should be delivered to my door around the time I get home from group.

Feeling agitated. I'll take ashwaganda.