Roll Call 189

Just watched A Christmas Prince: The Royal Wedding, it was really good. It was the 2nd movie in the trilogy. I'll watch the 3rd one this weekend

Thank you! I've been craving having a place of my own, but I get too alone so it's easier to keep my marbles here where I'm never alone. But I miss my freedoms. To vape at my own rate, little bit throughout the day, start/continue some writing projects I have, etc.

What

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Wow!!!

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I'm still on Prozac, can't say how much it helps or not.

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Psychedelics are nothing even in the solar system close to making (you) feel better. When I was young we used to take acid except it was mainly speed with a little hallucinogenic effect, just the wrong thing for me in every way. Thank God I didn't do it more.

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Baby girl falls asleep in my arms. I feel like a baby whisper…

So we were eating dinner and bf thanked me for the food....his mom stopped eating entirely and put what she had back In the package.....it’s sort of evil but I almost laughed at her reaction to eating food provided by me once she realized. I swear she’s like poison that can only be overcome with niceness but I’m not sure how much longer I can take dealing with her.

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I feel kind of weird. And I'm having a panic attack too. I just took a klonopin

I don't feel good. I feel impending psychosis

I stopped perphenazine almost a week ago. I just had to restart it tonight (my doctor said I can start it again on my own if I start having issues again)

I feel like something is controlling me and trying to get me to

Same. But it's not real. Life is a philosophy type thing - We use our souls to guide us to be where we want. We can do anything, literally - And we have the strength to do it. It's rare that we can go through something as hard as we've been through before - Unless its exhaustion from the repetitiveness of it.. In that case, we have to take a break and heal. A Christian friend told me that God doesn't give us any more than we can handle <3

Thank you Desoxyn, I appreciate the support. <3

I'm really tired now from the klonopin and restarting the perphenazine, I'll probably sleep late tomorrow even though I want to wake up really early

My RLS is bad tonight and I have insomnia. I'm craving my vape. I want to have it right now. I can't seem to let my legs relax. They want to go for a run and the rest of me is exhausted. I have one sock on and one off which makes the RLS worse. I need the sock on my right foot because the skin is very dry and sore. I'm dying for my vape.

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I feel like I'm in a bad movie.

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It's less than 6 hours until I'm vaping.

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It sounds like someone is talking in the doorway. Now I hear my roommate, maybe she can't sleep either. They're pretty loud.

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I'm so tired. But I lost over a pound! Almost 20 minutes until I'm in the lobby waiting to go out.

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It wasn't as good as I thought it would be. My knees hurt so much I don't know what to do.

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I'm wondering something - forgot what. I feel like an idiot because I keep posting. Wondering when I'll get Android 12.

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I miss everyone here. Hope someone posts who isn't me.

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A friend got me this fantastic reversible octopus and mindfulness cards....really made my day yesterday. I was in a bad spot but now feeling good. They’ve been able to reduce my sisters oxygen but she’s still unconscious so it’s hard to know where she’s at mentally.

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Hope you guys are feeling better.....

I got some very nice scented soaps and also some nice lip balms from a friend, I think it will make showering much more enjoyable, because I've been struggling to get myself to shower lately

I started the Naltrexone today