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SlumberKitty · Jan 19, 2022, 04:31 PM

HUGS SP. I'm glad your pdoc appointment went well. I hope your thyroid is okay. Good thing she will write you a jury note! My pdoc did that for me too.

Desoxyn · Jan 19, 2022, 05:12 PM

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Oh also I got some propanolol so that I can take it when I’m nervous driving.

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Propranolol is a beautiful med (I find it to be like a benzo for physical nervousness - People take these meds before public speaking).

Sometimes, in a low mood state, adrenaline can induce fear. The longer we're in that state, the more of a hindrance it can be - And you just get perpetually more anxious.

Once the adrenaline is absent for a while, you start to want a little excitement. That's why I'll talk about getting off of the atenolol on Monday + I've adapted enough to not check my pulse anymore.

Maybe I still need it cuz my resting heart rate is a little high, naturally which freaks me out. But I could take it PRN.

cogladaid · Jan 19, 2022, 05:17 PM

Thanks guys for hugs and well wishes.

I have a blood test and x-Ray on Friday, ultrasound in two weeks, and a CT scan lined up soon. Another doctor appointment mid next month.

I’m also on a horse pill strength antibiotic just in case this is something that could be fought off by them.

I admit I cried myself to sleep last night and was mentally off today at work. I’m just so nervous and my mind goes to the worst.

I don’t want to say anything to my family until I know more. I don’t want to worry anyone really.

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Angelique67 · Jan 19, 2022, 06:02 PM

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Hey how’s it going long time no see.

I’ve been lurking but I just feel out of sorts. I saw the doctor today and he said there’s a small chance because of a health concern that I could have lymphoma and I’m trying not to freak out. I can’t bear telling anyone I know in real life.

If you do know me on Facebook or anything please don’t say anything.

I mean it’s all uncertain right now I have to wait on a bunch of tests to know anything for sure but there’s a chance right now and it’s scaring me.

I mean this could be nothing. But it could be something. The uncertainty kills me.

Anyway aside from that I’ve been fine just going along with work and trying to work on school. Pandemic still so not much of a social life.

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I hope there's nothing wrong, cog. Lots of hugs on their way to you.

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12AM · Jan 19, 2022, 10:05 PM

I need help in making study plan T.T

Blue_Bird · Jan 19, 2022, 10:55 PM

I’ve been having so much fun playing The Witcher 3 on my Nintendo Switch. It’s been a long time since I’ve gotten sucked into a huge open world rpg, I meant to play for like 40ish minutes tonight and that turned into 2 hours because I was so into it.

Desoxyn · Jan 20, 2022, 12:35 AM

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I need help in making study plan T.T

I know 1% how to do this

12AM · Jan 20, 2022, 01:23 AM

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I know 1% how to do this

Struggling with it too?

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 20, 2022, 11:58 AM

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Breaking Dawn · Jan 20, 2022, 12:06 PM

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Beautiful!

Facing a window?

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 20, 2022, 12:34 PM

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Beautiful!

Facing a window?

Yes

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SlumberKitty · Jan 20, 2022, 02:09 PM

Beautiful flowers SP! Thanks for sharing!

SlumberKitty · Jan 20, 2022, 02:10 PM

I feel depressed today. Want to hole up and just wait out the storm.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 20, 2022, 02:13 PM

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I feel depressed today. Want to hole up and just wait out the storm.

Hugs SK…..you should read the unicorn

space book, it’s helped me innovate new self care although it doesn’t refer to it as self care, creating is like the best form of self care.

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Breaking Dawn · Jan 20, 2022, 02:13 PM

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I feel depressed today. Want to hole up and just wait out the storm.

I'm sorry, Kit.

I hope you feel better soon.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 20, 2022, 02:18 PM

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Breaking Dawn · Jan 20, 2022, 02:30 PM

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Did the window move?

12AM · Jan 20, 2022, 02:32 PM

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Your photography skill is also great, SP. Where did you get those pretty pots?

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 20, 2022, 02:36 PM

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Did the window move?

No I just turned the vase 😀

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 20, 2022, 02:40 PM

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Your photography skill is also great, SP. Where did you get those pretty pots?

At the grocery store…seriously. The blue one is a plastic bowl. The other is a vase I got near Halloween. The key is heading to the craft store for pin frogs and clay to stick them. Other than that it’s all from the grocery store.

Basically I got a book on ikebana from the library and it looked terribly expensive to do. All the flowers were specialty flowers or branches and I thought I wonder if I could do this on the cheap with just grocery flowers. Obvi I’m just a beginner but I think they’re coming out beautiful.

Breaking Dawn · Jan 20, 2022, 02:48 PM

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At the grocery store…seriously. The blue one is a plastic bowl. The other is a vase I got near Halloween. The key is heading to the craft store for pin frogs and clay to stick them. Other than that it’s all from the grocery store.

Basically I got a book on ikebana from the library and it looked terribly expensive to do. All the flowers were specialty flowers or branches and I thought I wonder if I could do this on the cheap with just grocery flowers. Obvi I’m just a beginner but I think they’re coming out beautiful.

Yes, in deed! Very beautiful!