[psych16m]

okay, last night was amazingly evil in all the aspects that i can only imagine to comprehend.
before i goto sleep, i close and lock my door, unhook everything that has electricity running though it or anythingthat produces light, and cover my window so it'll be pitch black. then i turn on my fan so ican concentrate on the sound it makes. my T suggests that i use the fan as a way to clear my mind so i can go to sleep with out any interruptions.
okay, yesterday, i got into a fight wit the voices in my head bc i didnt want to do something they wanted me to. so, rt when i was about to go to sleep, all of the voices started screaming. it scared the hell out of me. so much that i actually screamed. there was like 7 voices that yelled rt in my ears. my ears still hguirt from it.
but thats not where it stopped. i started having a schizosode and the voices made it where i couldnt concentrate to stop it.
before i knew it i was going crazy and there was nothing i could do. even though it was pitch black i saw things. saw black figures and when i looked at them they didnt like it at all. and i saw lil white things and like these lil orbs of light. it scared me like crazy. i pulled the blankets over my head and closed my eyes and waited until morning. i didnt get any sleep.
the voices are still mad at me. i need help. what can i do to make it stop. i tried talking to the voices but they wont say anything but stupid remarks. how do i say im sorry, i just dont want this to happen again. it really scares me. im just a kid. i dont like this at all. please help me.

[AboveAllOthers]

I also have schizophrenia, however, being in the dark for me isn't always the best. anyways, for the voices, I'm not entirely too sure. They may become less mad as time goes on, however, I'm not too sure on that. Try to ask your T about it. If they tend to do this everytime you turn off the lights and put the fan on, then consider doing something else.

[psych16m]

yeah. i talked to me T today and he suggest leaving the tv on and my nights should be less active. on the voices, he said to talk to them and get them to "be nice" whichi've managed to do. hehe. my voices ge lonely without me for some reason. but i should be okay for rt now i hope. i dont want another night like last night. thanx for the advice.

[ziggy1]

Do Any medications help? Has your T or Doc considered Meds?

[psych16m]

i take meds already but sometimes it still doesnt help. but they do help alot. if i didnt take them then i would go crazy. but sometimes i still do. its just hard sometimes. they're gonna adjust my meds next week so that might be scary. hope it works though and im not off of them for too long. thanx for the advice though.

[ziggy1]

Good luck Psych I take meds too and it took along time for me to find the right ones..? Most of the time they help, but I still
have bad days...Nightmares were the worst for me! But haven't had them in awhile and sleeping a little better.....hope it works out for ya....!

[psych16m]

thanx alot. just hope it gets good. im usually fine but sometimes it just goes crazy. its been getting worse lately but im getting help. best of luck everyone!

[BalishBun]

I really wish you the best. Hopefully the med dosage change will benifit you.