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#1
Feb 18, 2010, 02:10 PM
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Wanting so bad right now to just cut and burn my arms so bad. It's taking everything I have to not just take a razor or lighter to my arm. I want to feel the burn or see the blood cause it makes me feel better cause I am punishing myself for everyone leaving me and for everyone treating me like crap. I must've done something wrong for noone to stay by my side. It just feels easier and less painful and heartbreaking when I take that razor or lighter to my skin. So why is everyone trying to take that away from me?
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#2
Feb 18, 2010, 06:31 PM
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What does your therapist say, depressedgirl?
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#3
Feb 18, 2010, 07:30 PM
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I don't have a therapist right now
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Feb 18, 2010, 10:50 PM
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#5
Feb 18, 2010, 11:04 PM
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Thanks for sending me that. I apparently hurt myself in more ways than I thought.
One of the most common forms of self-injury is cutting, which involves making cuts or scratches on your body with a sharp object. But there are many other forms of self-harm, including:
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#6
Feb 19, 2010, 09:13 AM
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Feb 19, 2010, 11:21 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#8
Feb 20, 2010, 08:49 PM
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How are you doing, depressedgiril?
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#9
Feb 21, 2010, 09:10 PM
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I'm not doing too good.... I managed to make it since friday without doing anything to myself but that was only cause a friend was staying the weekend with me but, I can't keep myself from doing it if im alone. When Im alone my mind wanders and I think about everything.
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Feb 22, 2010, 12:02 AM
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depressedgirl i really hope things get better for you! i know how you are feeling, my friend caught me this weekend and tweeked out. its hard to stop and i really hope you are able to do it. please pm if you are tempted to hurt yourself. you will be in my thoughts and prayers. i really hope things get better for you.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Feb 22, 2010, 09:20 AM
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Is therapy an option then?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#12
Feb 22, 2010, 07:27 PM
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desperate&disturbed- Thanks... And that sucks about what happened to you I'm sorry if you ever need to talk you can PM me too....
Sannah- Idk honestly im too scared to ask for help
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#13
Feb 22, 2010, 07:32 PM
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Can you talk to your school counselor, depressedgirl?
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#14
Feb 22, 2010, 07:38 PM
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she dont believe anything i say
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Feb 22, 2010, 09:36 PM
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Feb 23, 2010, 10:42 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#17
Feb 23, 2010, 06:22 PM
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Its scary cause my parents know I used to cut but they don't know I started back and I will get sent the the hospital if I tell a doctor or anything and then everyone will treat me like I'm crazy.
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Feb 23, 2010, 06:56 PM
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i wish you the best of luck. i know its hard to stop, i haven't stopped for more than a year myself. but regardless you ARE NOT CRAZY. i haven't done this yet, but maybe talking to a doctor would be helpful. what i do that helps is everytime i feel like SI-ing, i call a friend and just rant until i calm down and try to get my anger out in a diferent way.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Feb 23, 2010, 07:05 PM
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I wish I could but, I don't have any friends that will let me talk to them about this stuff they all just yell at me and tell me to shut up.
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#20
Feb 23, 2010, 08:42 PM
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depressedgirl, if you want to get better sometimes you have to trust people. Please consider telling your doctor. Ask your doctor to explain to your parents you are not crazy. Cutting is a symptom of problems that require attention.
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#21
Feb 23, 2010, 08:55 PM
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I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore. Including myself
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Feb 24, 2010, 12:50 PM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Feb 24, 2010, 04:50 PM
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#24
Feb 24, 2010, 04:58 PM
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But you were never hospitalized before? So just telling your parents and a therapist wouldn't have these repercussions because you wouldn't be telling the whole school?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#25
Feb 24, 2010, 05:02 PM
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No,but I live in a very small town where everyone knows everything about everyone. So, they will find out.
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