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#1
Feb 23, 2010, 08:44 PM
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I cut myself again last night....
I feel like a complete failure... The upper part of my leg is all red and it hurts to walk and everytime I walk or move my leg it reminds me of my failure and it makes me cry everytime.... I just don't wanna go on anymore and I don't know what to do... I feel like im in a neverending cycle of depression,fear,and failure. I feel like it's never gonna end... I hate myself...
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#2
Feb 23, 2010, 08:49 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((depressedgirl)))))))))))))))))))))))))
I am sorry for your hurt. I sincerely hope the cycle breaks soon. |
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#3
Feb 23, 2010, 08:52 PM
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thanks...I hope so too...
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#4
Feb 23, 2010, 09:03 PM
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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#5
Feb 23, 2010, 09:12 PM
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I'll try that's all I can do I guess....
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#6
Feb 23, 2010, 09:29 PM
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it will work out i promise
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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#7
Feb 23, 2010, 11:34 PM
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depressedgirl, why are you not getting professional help?
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What is it that is so bad you choose a life of pain and misery? I am trying to understand. Please help me. |
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#8
Feb 24, 2010, 01:08 PM
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This is why therapy is so vital............
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#9
Feb 24, 2010, 04:55 PM
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Cause noone I talk to will listen to me they think Im lying and just want attention
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#10
Feb 24, 2010, 04:59 PM
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Were you asking for professional help when they did this?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#11
Feb 24, 2010, 05:06 PM
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I went to the school counsellor and talked to her and she didnt believe me
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#12
Feb 24, 2010, 05:57 PM
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2) WHAT?! that's ridikulous
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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#13
Feb 24, 2010, 09:30 PM
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She hates me and she thinks I just want attention.
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#14
Feb 24, 2010, 10:05 PM
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that's when you file a complaint
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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#15
Feb 25, 2010, 11:03 AM
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You talked to her yesterday? What didn't she believe?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#16
Feb 25, 2010, 05:12 PM
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She didn't believe that I'm really depressed. She thinks I only cut and burn myself for attention and I don't do it for attention.
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#17
Feb 25, 2010, 05:30 PM
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im so sorry
 that is a horrible thing for someone to say. i would really recomend talking to a teacher or an adult you would trust. this one didn't work and that really really sux but you need help and i hope you get it.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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#18
Feb 25, 2010, 06:13 PM
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Me too...
I just wanna give up and I think I will ugh...
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#19
Feb 25, 2010, 06:39 PM
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it will get better i swear! i know it seems hard right now, and it is. but giving up will just make it worse, trust me. open up to a friend. just let it all out and you will feel better trust me! or if you don't want to, write your worries down, your problems and concerns. and burn the paper.
best of luck!!!!!!!1
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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#20
Feb 25, 2010, 07:01 PM
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Thanks for the advice
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#21
Feb 26, 2010, 08:29 AM
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Is there anyone else you can turn to? This counselor must have an educational background? (Or is she a social worker?)
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#22
Feb 26, 2010, 04:32 PM
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I don't know all I know is she's a school counsellor
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#23
Mar 01, 2010, 08:02 AM
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Either way, she isn't trained for this kind of stuff obviously. You need plan 2 now. What are you going to do?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#24
Mar 01, 2010, 07:53 PM
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I have no idea....
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#25
Mar 01, 2010, 08:04 PM
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In all cases, remember that your are worthwile and not a failure.
Failures are people like your school consellor and you must drop those useless people and talk to a friend or someone whith who you feel close to to let that pain go away in a verbal way. And remember that we are here for you. Hugs.
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