Sitting With A Razor In My Hand!

I'm sitting here all alone and I have a razor in my hand, I want to cut so badly right now, all to relieve the pain and suffering that I have built up inside of me, I just wish that all this pain would go away and I know that it won't, so now I want to cut myself and just relieve even a small portion of pain, I know I will feel better about, don't ask me why I'm writing this I gues I just need to let it all out before I do it. Sorry all.

psyclox,

I'm so sorry you are feeling so much pain. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Perhaps instead of cutting, you can write out some of your pain and anger.

Writing it out is a good idea. There is also a list of things to do instead of cutting in one of the threads at the top of this forum, with the thumbtack. I wanted that to be a sticky thread so that we can all find it easily when we need it. I'm sorry that you are feeling like this, and hope that this passes and you feel better. Call somone if you need to, ok?

i'd certainly rather you talk than cut...but babe, I'm way beyond being judgemental...just try to love yourself..(you're so worth it) and call upon any friends or other resources to distract yourself from this pain...pm anytime....love grace

<font color="#000088">You are worth so much more Psyclox! Please let go of the razor and take a step back. Before realising what you could have done to yourself. It upsets me when people do this even one of my friends are doing that too. We always chat about life etc... Then she feels a little better knowing she's not the only one. Just keep on typing here or keep your hands busy maybe writting, juggling, typing, tapping on the table or just squeezing a soft ball. Stay safe.....