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Old Dec 30, 2010, 06:16 PM
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Awwww!!! thank you.

I do have THE best guy in the whole entire world. I am very lucky
I'm pushing my way through/ I have absolutely no idea how I'm doing it :/ I've had a tough few days and really been struggling...

I never used to let on to anyone how much I was struggling, but the other day I just thought 'why, if I'm struggling, am I doing it ALONE?!?!!' So, I opened up a bit and let David know that I was finding things a bit difficult. I didn't go into huge amounts of detail because I was on the brink of tears and just did NOT want to cry in the middle of the park while out with the dog...

But yeah... I said that I was finding things hard with ED thoughts and such and that I felt somewhat let down by society. I'm really struggling with money at the moment, for instance. But the one thing that I'm clinging onto with my life is that in the New Year, I have an interview for a job and hopefully then everything will just fall into place. If I get the new job that is. But it's so hard to old onto that when everything else is difficult too

I'm doing so much better than I used to though... Sunday just passed was my 4 month marker for no SI so I'm doing pretty well on that front thankfully. Six months and I'll be proud

Ahhh I'm tired... I'm still not well and still have a lot of clogged up emotion... I'm working on getting that out with David around, but it's hard...

Night all

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Old Dec 30, 2010, 09:23 PM
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Got our internet fixed but tonight it is giving me trouble for some reason and I still cannot watch your video! Hopefully I can tomorrow. And I see that you put up another video too. I saw your first one previously.
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Old Dec 31, 2010, 08:24 PM
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Sannah, I needed this post tonight. I have found it so hard thank you for being here...
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Old Dec 31, 2010, 08:39 PM
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I was finally able to watch all of your videos TPND. Very good! You have a very nice voice.
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Old Dec 31, 2010, 10:45 PM
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What a beautiful song. You are beautiful too and so is your voice.
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Old Jan 01, 2011, 11:59 AM
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N'awwww. Thank you I like to hope that one day I'll actually get somewhere with my music. But with modeling now too, the focus has slipped :/

Got to get the focus back onto my music!
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Old Jan 02, 2011, 01:37 AM
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I saw your video and I think you could definitely get somewhere with your music if you wanted to, you're a great singer and that's a great song

Coming from someone also hoping to get somewhere with my music, good luck!
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Old Jan 15, 2011, 11:41 AM
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Thank you

I've recently written yet another new song, so just putting it together properly now and sorting it all out, then it'll be complete and the final song for my second album.

I will be selling the CDs online soon hopefully
Thanks for this!
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