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Mar 14, 2011, 05:22 PM
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yep.. ive officially dipped in the cycle.. I've been staring at my razor since last night.. I haven't cut since January though and this is the longest break in depression I've had in a couple of years..and now it's ****ing back. I can't focus and I'm scatter brained again.. I know we're not supposed to post about suicide and no this isn't an attempt to do so I just feel it and i hate it. I hate the fact that I want to exit and not for the sake of attention.. I'd rather everyone in my life not be aware of my death altogether. By the time I was old enough to understand death I told myself I wouldn't make it past 19 and I'm actually surprised I'm still here.. I have no idea what I'm doing anymore but I need to cut. fml
there are soo many people in hospitals and in hospice begging for another week or month or year but my head is my head is so terribly screwed on I'm whining about suicide
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Mar 14, 2011, 05:23 PM
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sorry, this is a terribly trite post
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Mar 15, 2011, 03:49 PM
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I am just glad that you expressed it here....
It is difficult but, do you know the reason behind your urges? That may help you the most to just find out, to help you to overcome and have a 2.5 month break from the depression... You can do this, it is possible... but it does take effort, and talking to others about it. Good luck and let us know if you need anything. |
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Mar 16, 2011, 08:38 AM
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Misty, you have been through a lot and all on your own with no help. For you to be struggling is normal and actually it seems that you cope very well considering what happened to you. I wish that you would get a therapist to help you.
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Mar 17, 2011, 01:03 PM
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are you ok?
I told myself the same thing at 18 and 25 and i'm still here. so now it's 30! if you need to talk, we are here |
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