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May 12, 2011, 11:13 PM
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i really have no reaon to be.i know others have so much more reason and i have none.i have a T who aparently cares about me,hell according to most my live is a darn walk in the park.but i cut myself at work today,a total accident.but it looks like something i would have done.and i am struggling to not cut it deeper.my mind is crazy over this and why.it is short sleve weather and it is like i have an excuse to be able to get away with it and just tell T i did it at work.i have still never been able to tell her i still SI and i am scared of summer comming and i wont be able to do it as easy.i have also been doing so well not doing this .was kind of proud of this.although it is the general idea i have no reason to be doing this seeing as my life is perfect and compairitively speaking.why am i having such a hard time not doing this
  so angry tonight because i want to do this so bad and i cant get away from this.i'm sorry this post is so angry but this is how i feel.i just cant handle fluff and love right now.know i will hate me more tomorrow but now i'm just angry
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May 12, 2011, 11:52 PM
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forget it it is just stupid for me to not do this who cares what is T going to do stop seeing me so what i hate my perfect life anyway how selfish is that.why not just go all the way.if my husband leaves whatever i am finding it to hard to care about anything but doing this
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May 13, 2011, 03:46 PM
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Granite, how are you doing now? How we feel inside is very, very important, even if we have a job and a house and other nice things. When you feel terrible inside it is really, really hard. What triggered these feelings for you? Why are you angry?
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May 13, 2011, 08:20 PM
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thanks sannah
  i'm not so angry tonight as i was yesterday.i think it started with cutting my arm at work, i know that sounds stupid but it just made me want to SI. i just got angry and confused.i just wanted ti cut my arm more and was angry at me for doing it .IDK just cutting my arm and doing it again threw me.i would hit and bruise my arm with a hammer so it goes away it has been a long time sence i have accually cut myself
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