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Jun 20, 2011, 11:49 PM
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Things have gotten so bad that I want to SI again. It has been 3 years since the last time I SI'ed. I stopped because my partner wanted me to, and I love her. I am afraid she might leave if I cut. But there is something else I can do where it just looks like a light bruise for a while. I don't think she would notice. And it really hurts, so I get that sensation. I really need this, bad. The abuse from when I was a kid has come up again. It is all bad. I need to do this. I am so sorry everyone. So sorry.
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Jun 21, 2011, 07:27 AM
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I did it last night. I failed. There goes 3years worth of hard work.
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Jun 21, 2011, 12:41 PM
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Jun 21, 2011, 01:26 PM
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Your 3 years didn't go anywhere, you still have it. That is great that you had those 3 years. It seems you are SI ing again because you are struggling and SI helps you to cope? Can you get a therapist? A therapist can help you work through your past so that you don't need to just cope.
(I just saw on your other thread that you do have a therapist.)
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ Last edited by Sannah; Jun 21, 2011 at 02:47 PM. |
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Jun 21, 2011, 01:30 PM
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 Like Sannah said, you still have those years, that experience. Do you know what caused the urge to do it again? Do you see a therapist? If you don't you should start seeing one. Even if everything is good again, you should talk about what got you to the point where it is okay. Feel better
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Jun 22, 2011, 12:16 AM
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. ---Robert Frost |
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Jun 22, 2011, 10:09 PM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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