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Jul 20, 2011, 07:05 PM
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started again ...need to stop....
  
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts  its how many times you get back up!   (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture  )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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Jul 20, 2011, 07:16 PM
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Jul 21, 2011, 11:41 AM
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dont know how to this time - oh thats not true - i know every reason to stop - i know lots of otherthings to do - i just cant deal wiht them at the moment - or anything...what to do...
curls up in a ball and hides - wish i could - wish i could just disapear...
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts its how many times you get back up! (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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Jul 21, 2011, 02:49 PM
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i know it is hard phenix. you know you will feel so much better about yourself if you use your skills and dont do it. sounds to me that you are needing that nurturing that comes after, that care and compassion for the wounded child. imagine me if you can just holding you gently, allowing you to rest your head on my chest while i gently stroke your hair and rock you back and forth. let all that grief out. its ok to cry. you dont have to hurt yourself. you dont deserve it. you have been hurt enough. allow yourself to love you.
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Jul 21, 2011, 02:52 PM
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Sounds like part of you really needs to take care of yourself right now. Keep safe.
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Jul 22, 2011, 10:02 PM
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Dearest Phoenix.......I want so badly to help you. I just don't have the words; I don't know what to say. Maybe it would help to have someone curl up in that ball with you. I will (I need to)......until the hopeless feelings pass. You want to disappear, but you're reaching out for help and you've found it. We're here; all of us who love you. Borrow strength from us until you get through the difficult moments. This will pass.....you know things to do. You did the first by coming to PC. Stay in the ball if you need to, but just for a few minutes. Don't start it rolling because we won't let you go far. ((((((((Phoenix))))))))
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Jul 22, 2011, 10:46 PM
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((((((((((phoenix))))))))))))
take gentle care my friend.
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Jul 23, 2011, 12:24 AM
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((((((((((((Phoenix))))))))))))
 You have the strength to fight this. Dig in and know that it will be easier to stop sooner rather than later. |
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