[Inka]

Hi....I'm new here....I'm feeling really horrible atm....my doctor and case manager think i need more meds but i don't want to take them because they're hopeless liars, they are really trying to poison me but they said if i don't take the extra meds, they will give me an injection. i have a lot of pills at home and i am scared i will take an overdose. i don't want to hurt my family, but i feel like there is no way out. can anyone help?

[somebodyelse]

Inka, you need to get help immediately if you are worried about taking an overdose. I would suggest calling the people who are already familiar with you, but you seem not to trust them. So, why not call your local suicide/crisis hotline? Or just go straight to the emergency room.

You need to get immediate help, especially if you suspect your doctor and case manager of trying to poison you. They probably just want to help, but perhaps you would be more willing to accept help from someone else.

[PlanningtoLive]

Hi Inka............call someone, a help line or another physician about the urge to take an overdose. Do you have a family member that can go with you to the doctor if you're worried about his ideas on more meds?

Please get some help asap..........

[Zenobia]

Hey Inka,
There have been many times during my therapy that I believed that my T was out to make me crazy and my distrust of my Pdoc was astounding. I don't know what causes these feelings of...paranoia I guess. I just know that it happens only when I am feeling my worst and am in the most need of help from those who I distrust. Please follow Somebody and Mary Alice's advice. Get help right away. It can and will get better once you get the help you need. I know it is going to be hard to trust but please try.
Take care Dear one,
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson