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Sep 18, 2011, 12:50 PM
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im fighting the urge to do it all day but not sure how much longer il last im scared and i hate that i keep doing it but i dont know how to stop. im so weak. i just hate myself so much for not being a better person
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Sep 18, 2011, 12:57 PM
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You are not weak. Even if you slip up, you are still strong for fighting SI all the tiem and for coping with whatever is causing you to want to SI. Can you tell why you feel like SI'ing? I know it's hard to fight the urge when it's so frequent, but you can do it.
 if wanted.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN |
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Sep 19, 2011, 10:10 AM
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I don't think that you are weak when you SI. I think a person is wounded when they SI. I don't think that it has anything to do with not being a better person either. Wounded people are not bad people.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Sep 20, 2011, 12:42 PM
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I can totally relate to how you're feeling. It's a very tough situation to be in. Keep fighitng and hopefully the urge will give up and go away. Please keep us posted on how things are going. Thinking of you
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