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i know that i have even burned everyone here out but i just cant deal anymore.i just needed to do it i am so darn angry and feeling so horrible and like my life is so completely out of controle.hurting myself was the only way i can gain some sort of controle.i hate me i hate my life and i just dont know what to do i cant say anything to anyone but i guess whatever this is my life.i wish it was over i really do
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BEHAVIORS ARE EASY WORDS ARE NOT ![]() Dx, HUMAN Rx, no medication for that Last edited by Christina86; Oct 17, 2011 at 01:30 AM. Reason: added trigger icon for discussion of self injury |
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Granite -
You haven't burned everyone out. I am still here. I don't have any wise word or advice to offer you because I am not in a good place right now either, but I wanted you to know you are not alone |
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I know cutting is a control thing for me too. It's hard to give up control of one thing we CAN control when everything in our life seems like it's a total mess and complicated and bad. Why can't you say anything to anyone? Do you have someone to talk to about this offline, a therapist? Why do you hate yourself? What do you hate in your life, any way you can change some things for the better? ![]()
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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I'm so sorry
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Sorry Granite, I don't know what to say, but I hear you and wish you well
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Hey Granite, try starting something new. Don't tell anyone about it, just try it. It worked for me until my parents found out. Learn how to knit or crochet, or start reading a new book series, something you choose for yourself, and keep it to yourself. At least for now. Take over control of something you like; it may help you hold on <3
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