[memememememe]

Life seems to be meaningless. I want to cut, so bad. I don't though, until night, when I'm alone. thats when I breakdown, I cry and cut and cry and cut some more. I feel so worthless, and weak. I am officialy on Christmas break from school. yay! I think, school is my escape from home. Nothing bad happens at home just thats where I am alone most of the time. Being away from school should make me less stressed. My school counselor has made me take my hoodie off twice and thank god I was able to hide my scars, I almost told her today though. I feel like I can't go an entire day without cutting. It's just cut cut cut cut suicide cut cut cut..... going through my head its all I can think about. I don't want people to find out, and I have had many close calls recently.

[puzzclar]

I feel the same way. I don't want people to find out, so I hide from people. When we are alone, it's the time we break down the most. It is possible to be alone, and not cut, but it's hard. You are important!!! Don't for get that.

Sorry you're feeling like that...I understand tho. Been feeling exactly like you do recently. I also try my best to hide my scars especially from my sis. She would be hurt & scared...can't do that to her. Plus I'm embarrassed\ashamed that I hurt myself.

[memememememe]

Yes I know I have actually not been alone for over 24 hours so therefore I have not cut, my little brother just bit be right on some scars and it hurts soo bad. I am also embarrased/ashamed thiat I cut I don't want anyone to find out, yet so many people already know.

[NeverStoppedCrying]

I'm sorry I can't be of more help than letting you know you aren't alone. We are all trying to fight this battle together.

Life is important. Think about when you've beaten this completely, when you can triumphantly say that you are an ex-cutter, not a cutter. When another struggling person asks how long it's been since you SI'ed, you can say a year, not an hour. Your scars may always be there, but don't be ashamed of them. It's proof you can beat it, and help others, too.
trust me.

[smmath]

hi. speaking from experience, TALK TO SOMEONE. go to your school therapist, tell your doctor. if your 13 or older they can't tell your parents anything w/ out your permission. therapy will help. GOOD LUCK

[memememememe]

Thank you everybody, I know I should talk to someone I'm planning to soon......I have started writing in a journol to stop my self from cutting and so far it has been helping me.....