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Old Feb 08, 2006, 01:16 AM
Ally_Angel Ally_Angel is offline
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I get these horrible feelings inside, and I can't explain them into words. Like this ball inside me, inside my chest and throat. a hot ball that grows and grows... its got feelings like frustration and shame and anxiousness, and lonliness.... but there is other feelings I can't even explain. They spin around in there faster and faster. Sometimes I feel the only way to calm them a little is to cut... anyone know what I mean?

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Old Feb 08, 2006, 01:45 AM
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I think I know what you may mean like all that pent up emotion has a physical element to it and you FEEL it
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Old Feb 08, 2006, 03:34 AM
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Yeah. Almost JUST like that. I hate it!
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Old Feb 08, 2006, 03:42 AM
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I do GET IT then I wanted to be sure for me it's like a hot swirly tingley ball or something..I think its from stress and fear hormones..I do not cut anymore I did a few times and all but I think the feelings are kinda normal for all the emotions that one cannot use up or get out ...I feel for you cause I hate those feelings..I get dizzy now and then too from it...so much I do know Anyone ever get this?  Trigger....
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Old Feb 08, 2006, 10:28 PM
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Yup, all the time.
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Old Feb 09, 2006, 04:01 PM
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I feel like that a lot, this huge aching gnawing emptiness in my chest. I'm not sure what triggers it, but there are a lot of feelings and thoughts. Unfortunately I have learned to cut when it gets too bad and it's the only thing that seems to work. You are not alone, but hopefully we can find better ways to cope.
Stay safe.
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Old Feb 10, 2006, 08:21 PM
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<font color="purple"> Sure do!!! I must say you DID a great job explaining it too!! </font>
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Old Feb 12, 2006, 11:59 AM
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Yeah, you have described it to a perfection. I'll get the feeling and then feel like I have to harm myself. Usually, a relationship problem or self negative thinking sets it off.
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