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Old Dec 22, 2011, 12:05 AM
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before this time in my life i had only ever hurt myself three times at some of the lowest points in my life, now that im stuck in an abyss i started doing it again. its different this time though, when i do it its like this feeling of relief washes over me and im left feeling high. im hooked, its like this whole other level of high, i feel like i just release all that's bottled up inside. its just raw emotion and it feels so natural truth is i just cant stop now.
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Old Dec 22, 2011, 01:34 AM
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Completely understood. Sometimes I can't figure out whether I'm disgusted with myself or not. At times I look at the blood & scars, I feel that relief & it leaves me wanting more. Other times I look at myself & think what the hell am I doing to me. However, I just find myself resorting to SI more & more...especially this past week. SI is an addiction & as much as I may be in denial...I truly may just be addicted 8\

Take care & please try your best to stay safe, as will I. PM me anytime *hugs*
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