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Jun 21, 2012, 11:33 PM
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I've wanted to hurt myself in the past few weeks more than ever...at least as of lately. I wish I could. I would if it weren't for the fear of my parents and T finding out.
T..............she's partially the reason I feel the urge tonight. She mentioned termination today. Why? Why is it so hard? She's so proud of me for not hurting myself even when I want to all the time. I don't want to leave her. I don't I don't I don't. I worry that I'll never be ready to. Do we ever get to a point where the urges disappear completely?
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Jun 22, 2012, 12:08 AM
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(((indie)))
I think so yes! I went three years without it; the option was off the table for a lot of reasons. Maybe you could talk about the urge with T? |
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Jun 22, 2012, 01:00 PM
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Why is she terminating?
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Jun 22, 2012, 01:14 PM
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She's not actually terminating, she was just talking about the possibility of it in the near future. I am not ready. Frankly I don't know if I will ever be, but I'm certainly not now.
Because I've been seeing her for over a year in addition to the two years I spent with my old T...much of my social anxiety is gone, but there are still some things I want to talk about. It's gonna suck no matter what...how can I make myself ready for it?
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Jun 22, 2012, 01:46 PM
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Thinking in depth and detail about the future will only steal your present. I had to learn to live in the present. It is where life happens. I learned how to live in the present by becoming aware of myself and surroundings in the here and now.
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