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May 04, 2006, 12:59 AM
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I have not taken bleach baths in so long.... but with everything that is hitting me at once.... I have started to bath in bleach again and again. ... I scub myself so hard that I bleed... it feels so good and smells good too. I wanted to stop but I just can't everytime that there is real conflict in my life I feel that I have to feel something. Anything just to feel....
Lilith
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May 04, 2006, 01:09 AM
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((((((((((((((((Lilith))))))))))))))))))))
in my thoughts girl! Hang in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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May 04, 2006, 06:36 AM
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(((((((((((( Lilith )))))))))))))
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May 04, 2006, 07:17 AM
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((((((((((((((Lilith)))))))))))))))))
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May 04, 2006, 11:51 AM
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Thank you Cherybery.....{{{{{chery}}}} My depressoin is getting the best of me....
Lilith et al...
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May 04, 2006, 11:52 AM
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Thank for caring...Lilith
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May 04, 2006, 11:53 AM
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Thank You bipolar bear.....Lilith
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May 04, 2006, 03:55 PM
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lilith...
I know it seems like it, but you must TRY not to think "oh well back to the old ways" Try try try every time you think that to (even if it feels weird) say to yourself "I slipped up but thats ok" And then focus on moving forward. I know you probably know this already. But, I just wanted to say because i know when I start to slip on my thinking i usually get worse 
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May 04, 2006, 05:40 PM
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(((((LILITH)))))
I'm sorry to hear you are suffering so much. To cleanse yourself is a great feeling but to scrub till you bleed isn't very healthy. Have you tried cleansing with something less harsh? Hang in there. I know I'm not being very helpful, but please know I do care!
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May 07, 2006, 04:24 AM
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Hey Lilith
I used to fall so quickly into the 'old ways' and then I would just throw myself full force into 'who gives a ***** 'and do it twice as much. NOW, however, I choose to see a step into old ways as a side step off my path, a timeout. I can choose at anytime, to continue on my path by stepping back onto it. I choose to not believe that something is forever. When I have stuff going down and I really want to c*t or bruise or smoke fifty packets of cigarettes, I jump inthe shower with a really nice gentle body srub and GENTLY rid myself of the days hangons. The good thing about body scrub is that if you do it gently you can go for ages and that in itself gives you that feeling of having achieved a good clean. I am probably rambling. You will move on from the bleach baths sister, just like you must have done in the past. Storm
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May 07, 2006, 05:31 PM
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((((((((((((((((( Lilith ))))))))))))))))))
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May 07, 2006, 06:18 PM
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I am sorry that you are stuggling so much. I send you big hugs and hope that things get better soon bearhugs.
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May 09, 2006, 01:48 PM
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Thank you for caring Rainbowzz....I feel like i am at the point of no return....
Lilith
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May 09, 2006, 01:50 PM
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Hello Stormgirl, Thank you for your reply... I will send you a PM....
Lilith
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May 11, 2006, 08:56 AM
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((((Lilith))))
Thinking of you. W_I |
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May 11, 2006, 02:12 PM
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Thank you W_I . I am holding on by a thin thread, but I am ok....
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