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Old Sep 20, 2012, 10:50 PM
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***Trigger Warning, mention of cutting and Satanic****

Well I have been cutting a lot lately, around 150 of them in the past few days.

The last 80 cuts I did was 2 nights ago, and I was barely awake, and can barely recall doing them.

During that night, I carved satanic symbols into the tops of my hands.

I felt like I was evil and that I didn't deserve any better.

I'm scared I'll have the scars forever
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Old Sep 21, 2012, 12:07 AM
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Do you have anyone you can talk to?
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Old Sep 21, 2012, 12:10 AM
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I'm so sorry. There's an OTC gel that will reduce scarring.
You can get it from any druggist, not too costly.
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Old Sep 21, 2012, 08:20 AM
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kris, I can't remember if you have a T? Your dad might have told you that you were evil but he was wrong. Please try to remember that and stay safe.
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Old Sep 21, 2012, 07:33 PM
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do you hav a therapist? i suggest getting one. there are obivously a lot of thoughts and emotions behind the cutting. a t could assist you...
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Old Dec 27, 2012, 09:16 AM
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I just wanted to give an update. You can't tell what the scars used to look like, so no one can tell that i did the satanic symbols.
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