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Oct 21, 2012, 09:35 PM
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I hurt myself again tonight.
I was feeling very self-hating. I wanted to punish myself for being so stupid. So I did it. But after, the usual feeling of relief and calmness, wasn't there. All I felt was pain. I never feel the pain. But tonight I did. I whispered "why do I do this to myself?" Now I just feel, in-shock from it not working for the first time ever. I feel so stupid. 
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Oct 22, 2012, 10:44 AM
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 dont beat urself up about it. we all slip up once in a while. you know that it wasnt a good thing to do, and you are beginning to see that it is not really making you feel better. yes it is immediate relief sometimes, but in the long run... not so much. that is progress (seeing that it wont really fix ur problems... that any way you look at it, it is only hurting you). you dont deserve that. do you have a t?
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Oct 22, 2012, 07:57 PM
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Aw thank you. I do have a therapist if that's what you mean.
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Oct 22, 2012, 08:05 PM
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(((abby))) do you know if anything else changed to make the way you feel now so different to usual? ... i'm glad you have a t and that you are posting here
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Oct 22, 2012, 08:25 PM
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Hi, Abby. I'm so sorry you are in such deep pain. Hurting yourself is the most alone feeling. You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve to be safe.
 may angels surround you.
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Oct 22, 2012, 09:13 PM
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Thank you. No, I'm not aware of anything else changing to make me feel this way...
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Oct 26, 2012, 01:54 PM
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I hope that you are talking about your self hate with your T.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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