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Jun 02, 2006, 02:09 PM
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CUTTING, CUTTING, CUTTING....This is all I want to do.
I hurt. I let him hurt me and do things he shouldn't have. So, I need to cut out the part of me that he hurt. I cut. I cut. I cut!
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Jun 02, 2006, 02:50 PM
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(((((SJ)))))
You didn't let him do anything! He did it all on his own free will with no notice of you or your feelings! Please find a way to calm and nurture yourself right now. That is very important. You are special!
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Jun 02, 2006, 05:16 PM
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Please be careful and safe.
hoping things start to look up for you, take care.
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Jun 03, 2006, 03:22 AM
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Cannot seem to control it tonight.
I tried. I thought about STOPPING >>>>>> but I just couldnt. When I saw blood I tried to back out of it and try to get some sense. I journaled. I am wired because my mind is playing tricks on me. It is 3am. I hurt. I cannot take the flashbacks. And, I cannot keep cutting....or it is going to be really bad for me.
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Jun 03, 2006, 10:39 AM
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twisted_soul,
It seems like things are really bad for you at the moment. You pain is tangible. I hope this time passes soon and you can start to feel a little comfort. Please take care of yourself. allthegirls
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Jun 03, 2006, 08:01 PM
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I know you don't want to but looks to me that its time to call your therapy professional or family physician.
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#7
Jun 03, 2006, 08:03 PM
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I called my T earlier today.
I knew it was my only choice to not repeat the same thing tonight. She said to call her if I need to in that situation. I just get to a point where the pain is so horrible that the cutting soothes it so well. I know I need to push myself to not start the cutting and to take a form of action that T has taught in situations like this. But, last night, well...I just couldn't release myself from it. Thanks for your support and care. I need it really bad right now!
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Jun 03, 2006, 08:07 PM
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you're welcome. hang in there.
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Jun 04, 2006, 12:56 AM
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(((((SJ)))))
I'm here if you need me!
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"When they discover the center of the universe, a lot of people will be disappointed to discover they are not it." -Bernard Bailey |
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Jun 04, 2006, 01:42 PM
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{{{{{TS}}}}} It is a aweful place when you are in pain....I know..... I hate it too.....PEACE TO YOU.......
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