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Old Nov 10, 2012, 03:40 PM
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Why when I feel happy and things are going great do I. Feel I still want si?

Okay so it's been a week, well few days as I found a safe way that did it at the time,
But tonight I feel happy and great and tonight, a band around the wrist will not get to the place.
Why? Can some one please explain?
I don't want these scars on my body,
I have so many issues about my skin as it is.

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Old Nov 10, 2012, 04:45 PM
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Don't even know why I bother. There no support here for me,
The Samaritans. Or the crisis help. Line.

I really am alone.
Apart from me kids I don't think even any one would notices I gone.

As long as they won't find me. I know my mum would protect me as why I had to leave.
I don't want to leave
I just want to be excepted
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Old Nov 10, 2012, 05:01 PM
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Oh my gosh, I just saw this. I love you dear, and I truly care about you. We all do, and you are not alone in this, no matter how alone you feel in this moment. You are struggling now, but it will get better with time and hard work. Is there someone you can talk to??? I am here for you if you need me, love. Please take care of yourself, and don't give up. You are accepted and loved just the way you are, right now and always.

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Old Nov 10, 2012, 05:49 PM
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Thank you sweetie, and it means a lot more so that I know you to are struggling.
I've burned pretty bad tonight. I have no idea why. I was happy and now feel crap.
I going to sleep so not to think or hurt myself again
Thank you sunshine please keep self yourself thinking of you xx
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Old Nov 10, 2012, 07:50 PM
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Oh I am so sorry to hear that. You are more than your urges and are strong enough to fight them. I truly believe in you and want you to be able to enjoy your happiness. I struggle with the same battle every day, but I want you to know that it does get better and you will get stronger. I am so happy you are sleeping it off right now. That often helps. Please consider talking to your mental health worker and maybe increasing your treatment sessions' frequency/intensity. You are wonderful and so special, and I don't want anything to happen to you, dear.

Love + hugs,
Sunshine xx
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Old Nov 11, 2012, 07:18 PM
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hey im sorry you were feeling so bad and yet
again unheard glad sunshine wrote to you im
sorry i wasnt aroudn to hear you then did try
to explain in my message to you tho hope you
are feeling better than you were
lex
Thanks for this!
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Old Nov 12, 2012, 10:22 AM
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Hey greyclouds, happiness is still feelings and you probably have trouble managing feelings? Do you feel undeserving of being happy?
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