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***Trigger Warning, mention of cutting and Satanic****
Well I have been cutting a lot lately, around 150 of them in the past few days. The last 80 cuts I did was 2 nights ago, and I was barely awake, and can barely recall doing them. During that night, I carved satanic symbols into the tops of my hands. I felt like I was evil and that I didn't deserve any better. I'm scared I'll have the scars forever ![]()
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Do you have anyone you can talk to?
Hugs to you. -AJ |
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I'm so sorry. There's an OTC gel that will reduce scarring.
You can get it from any druggist, not too costly. |
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kris, I can't remember if you have a T? Your dad might have told you that you were evil but he was wrong. Please try to remember that and stay safe.
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do you hav a therapist? i suggest getting one. there are obivously a lot of thoughts and emotions behind the cutting. a t could assist you...
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I just wanted to give an update. You can't tell what the scars used to look like, so no one can tell that i did the satanic symbols.
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