[mylastresort]

So i was doing good I went days with out cutting and then yesterday i slipped....I got really upseyt and was being told what a horrible person i am because im depressed and i cut and that me being around the ppl i care about only hurts them so i should leave until im "cured". So i started cutting...when i finally stopped i had 17 cuts im just so scared im losing it and i dont want to be alone anymore esp..when im feeling at my worst

[Christina86]

((((((((((((mylastresort))))))))))))

Who told you those mean things? They were LYING. You are not horrible, you just have a few problems just like every other human being on the planet.

Can you get away from whoever said that? Tune them out?

Talk to someone, do you have a T or a friend or a family member you can talk to? Crisis line maybe?

I know being alone when its really bad is impossibly difficult to deal with, but you can do this. I believe in you, and the people here at PC care about YOU.

Can you go somewhere? Call someone or get someone to come over and stay with you? You don't have to do this alone.

Please take care **hugs** PM me anytime, alright?

[mylastresort]

my wife told me those things.......she told me she couldnt deal with me being "sad" and i should leave...So i got in my car and went to a friends house and im staying here for a while but my friend doesnt know i cut.....i really dont want him to no because i'm afraid of the same situation.

[Christina86]

(((mylastresort)))))

I know the feeling about the cutting thing... I can't tell my best friend, she made a comment and doesn't know I do it.

I am glad that you're at a friends place, good decision.

Does your wife know about your SIng? Give her some time, and then try to talk to her (if you can). Hopefully you can work things out.

**hugs** Please take care and PM me if you need to

[mylastresort]

yeah she knows she just thinks that i should sit there and take her yelling at me and putting me down and pointing out my feelings arent normal.....i was talking to her a few moments ago and she basical said that she doesnt want me to come back

[Christina86]

Oh no!!

I am so sorry ((((mylastresort))))).

I can't get any advice on the relationships thing, but I hope that things come to the best conclusion possible.

[mylastresort]

i am glad you chatted with me. im trying hard to not cut

[Christina86]

Would you like to (continue to) talk with me? You can PM me, or if you can - you can come to Chat and we can talk?

I'm glad you're trying, I know its extremely difficult at times, and must be really hard for you right now.

[mylastresort]

im alright right now i may take you up on the offer another time....im talking to some friends right now

[Christina86]

Awesome Okay, offer good for whenever.

Take care. **hugs**