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Aug 02, 2006, 11:35 PM
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3 days ago i had a gun to my head. And my boyfriend was standing in front of me, I was the one holding the gun. I was about to shoot myself. All my life people have told me that I shouldn't be here and how pathetic I am for all the stuff I have done and all the stuff that has happened to me. So I thought to myself that if so many people think that about me, then why dont I just go away forever. My boyfriend was the one who talked me out of it. I had just saved him from the same thing about 4 months ago. He saved me, and I was so close to pulling the trigger, but he never gave up. I hope I never get that low again. I am scared of myself right now. Any suggestions on how to recover?
-Megan-
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Aug 02, 2006, 11:36 PM
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No suggestions just...
(((((((((((damajdancer)))))))))))) And please take care of yourself ... (and I'm glad you didn't do anything)
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Aug 02, 2006, 11:45 PM
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((((((((((damajdancer))))))))
I wish I had the perfect words for you right now..... |
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Aug 03, 2006, 02:50 AM
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Megan, that must have been scary. I am glad that you didn't do it. Sometimes a crisis like that can be a rock to bounce off of. It can help you to realized that you really do want to live, but maybe not the same way you have been living. What would make your life more worth living than it has been, and how could you move towards that?
I hope you will talk to your therapist about what happened, and very soon. It takes help and support to recover from something like that. Rap
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